I can't stop smiling while softly running my fingers in every keys. I always love the mystery of how'd it created such a beautiful sound.I was smiling from ear to ear while Thunder was giggling as we played the piano.
I sang along while we played na mas lalong ikinangiti ni Thunder.
"Doe, a deer, a female deer
Ray, a drop of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Far, a long, long way to run
Sew, a needle pulling thread
La, a note to follow Sew
Tea, a drink with jam and bread
That will bring us back to Do (oh-oh-oh)"I sang my heart out, i even raised my two hands while singing the last part and then clap afterwards.
"Ang galing naman" sabi ko habang nakapalakpak parin. Umaapaw ako sa kasiyahan lalo na nung makita ko sa mata ni Thunder ang tunay na saya.
His eyes were twinkling for joy and its melting my heart because of happiness too.
"You did great too" i was a bit shocked when he held my chin and kissed me quickly on my lips before he said i was great too.
Yes, we were already intimate again but cases like this never failed to surprise me all the time. Lagi nitong pinagwawala ang puso ko. Simpleng bagay lang na gawin nya ay ikinagagalak ko na kaagad.
His eyes, every time they looked at me i feel something. Something that I hoped i am not assuming or just imagining. Just like before or ewan ko ba kung nagiging asumera na naman ako. I was scared to name the things that i saw in his eyes every time he looked at me.
Remember the night that he mentioned Miracle? Or shall we says two weeks ago, kinabukasan nun ay balak kong simulan ang mga plano ko para malipat sa akin ang pagmamahal nya. I can't change the things that happened before, yung pagmamahal nya kay Miracle at pagtatagpo nila ay di ko na mababago. But i am hoping that my love for him will open his heart and will let me in. So he will realize that i can love him way more that she loved him.
Alam ko naman na di sukatan kung gaano sya kamahal ni Miracle dati pero sana makita nya na meron pang ibang nagmamahal sa kanya at ako yun. Sana di hadlang ang pagmamahal nya kay Miracle para makita nya ako kahit kaunti lang.
I know he cared a lot for me. Just like before, but am I bad enough to ask for more? Yung tipong di pangkaibigan lang na pagpapahalaga.
The day after that he was distant kaya di ko agad natuloy ang plano ko. I was scared, halatang umiiwas sya sa akin. Nagkakaroon na ata ako ng phobia every time na may mangyari sa amin. May nangyayari kasing di maganda pagkatapos. Tulad nalang nung sa Singapore.
I remember....
That day he was staying at the kitchen baking tons of Marble cake and every time he does that ay di ko sya kinukulit o iniistorbo. Alam ko kasi na sa tuwing gagawin nya yun ay namimiss nya si Miracle. That cake was his favorite and it was Miracles recipe.
BINABASA MO ANG
A Beautiful Disaster (Thunder Elliott Sarmiento) Completed
Romansa"It's a beautiful aftermath of a disaster" #1 lettinggo 2019-2020 #1 generalfiction April 2020