A Beautiful Disaster (Thunder Elliott Sarmiento) Completed

Not an update

I know this is not an update guys but i want you all to know that this coming April im going to marry the man of my life. We've been together for almost a decade now. We're going to celebrate our 10th year anniversary this coming March 25th. So yeah, after everything that I've been through he was still there waiting for me to come home and bring me to the Altar. It was his dream according sa kanya, it was always been his dream to be my other half and to call me Wife. Cliche it is but I got the corny one and Im feeling so lucky because i am aware that I'm hard to handle because i have a strong personality but he keeps on holding on.  Lately I've been down because of my Illness, i was even scared to tell him because I don't want to hurt him or make him worried but i have to coz its his right to know. He panicked and I've seen it coming already. Im having second thoughts about pursuing the wedding. He proposed to me last nov. 17 2018 in front of his and my family.  I told him about how i feel and nagtampo siya. Bakit daw ako nag iisip ng ganun. He told me that i am not fighting alone, that he will be there for me no matter what we're going to fight together.

It's kinda really hard to fight this thing alone in a foreign country you know. Buhay ofw kung baga.  Im a strong person and most of the time positive ako. But there were times talaga that you'll be tested by trials and difficulties in life. I thought im gonna breakdown knowing that im alone but i was wrong, it made me more stronger. God made me more stronger 😊. And i realized im not really alone. I have God who looked out for me, my supportive friends who's been there since the surgery, my family kahit malayo sila i know that they've been there for me and especially kayo. I Really appreciate you "get well soons" niyo yung support kaya thank you. 

Hahaha nag eemo si Author.  Tonight will be the last night of my isolation and gusto kong mag thank you sa inyo for understanding me. And i was touched by your support lalo na nung sinabi ko na di muna ako makapag update.  I also miss my family, my friends and my fiancée kaya na share ko tuloy talambuhay ko ng mga 1/4 😂😂😂. Pero guys ang totoo talaga kung bakit ako nag sulat ngayon  ay para manghingi sa inyo ng mga lists of wedding songs na maganda. I want you to be part of my wedding someday kaya your opinion are important for me. See? Yun lang talaga pakay ko pero nung masimulan kong mag type naging emo na ako at nashare ko tuloy ang nafefeel ko at this moment. But you know what? It felt so good to vent it all out here.

Sorry for no update guys..  gusto ko kasing pag isipang mabuti ang mga susunod na pangyayari sa buhay ni Kulog at Kulet...

Basta comment bellow nalang ang suggestions niyo regarding sa wedding songs guys.  Gusto ko yung malalim at noot sa buto yung laman hehehe..

Thank you and I love you guys so so much...