Thank You

Ch.62 Disappearing Boy

So the next morning Anna was the first one to wake up and she saw everyone else still passed out and she looked up at Billie who was passed out and looked cute and his arms were still around her and she smiled and she didn't want to wake Billie up so she just sat there and hugged Billie back adn looked at him because, one he looked adorable and two yeah he's just adorable,and thinking about how much he and everyone else have done for her and her dad,she wasn't gonna think about her dad right now and she whispered
"I know you can't hear me right now because you're asleep but you are the best Billo ever because you have done so much for me even before I met you and my dad and we are eternally greatful,to the point you'll never know but I love and care about you and anyone that messes with you I will kick their ass and I swear you always know how to make me smile,heck you just being on Earth makes me smile,I don't know what I would have done without you guys like I went from being a broken,sensitive,shell of a person to playing on stage with Green Day and Joan Jett,and seriously I love all of you guys like family,if I didn't have you I don't know what I would do,you can always find a way to make me laugh or cheer me up and you actually care about me well along with everyone else but that makes you the best Billo ever"and she just smiled,knowing that she said all of that and it mattered even if he was asleep,so she just relaxed until someone woke up and that someone was Billie and she looked up at him and he spoke
"I swear you have the prettiest brown eyes"he said smiling and gave her a hug
"Yeah well your green eyes are adorable so yeah"and he just laughed a little
"Thanks,Youngblood"
"Yep"
"So what should we do today"
"I don't know"and the next thing they know is being hit with a pillow and look over and see Adrienne smiling and they didn't even notice that she was up
"What was that for"
"You two being so fricking adorable"and Billie spoke
"Can't argue with that"and Adrienne laughed,and Billie looked down at Anna
"So wanna go on a coffee run"
"Yep"so they got up and got ready and walked to Starbucks and Anna was smiling like an idiot and Billie noticed and smiled
"What's got you so happy''
"You being adorable"and Billie laughed a little
"Okay"so they got coffee and walked back and Billie spoke
"I have an idea how about we do the St.Insomnia music video today"
"Hell yeah"she said giving Billie a hug and he spoke
"And guess what"
"What"
"You get to come up with the idea for it"
"I already have one"and Billie just laughed
"Thats why I said that"so they headed back so no one lost their mind without coffee and once everyone had coffee in them Billie spoke
"So wht's your idea for the video"and Anna already had this planned out in her mind
"Um so all of us are on seperate blocks around McKinley,walking around and I'm walking there and I have earbuds in so basically a little part of Still Breathing plays,so once I get there and I go and chill on one of the benches I see like a mic stand and 'Frankie' laying on the ground,so I go over and pick 'Frankie' up and just start playing the riff to St.Insomnia and you guys from a block or two away hear it,and come over and stuff then we legit just start playing St.Insomnia and kill it and in between there will be clips of us walking around and stuff and then when the song is over you guys all part ways and I walk over to the dumpster and spray paint it a suprise which I'm not telling you till you see it and like once the building is destroyed we could film a clips of the demolishion and put it in at the end of the video"and Billie gave her a hug
"Thats an awesome idea"
"Thanks"
"Yep"and he was smiling like an idiot because of how proud he was of her,so Billie called some people and got it arranged and stuff so they practiced the song a few times,then eventually headed over to McKinley and Anna looked and everything was set up so they walked over there and Billie waved to some guy and Anna followed him and he spoke
"Youngblood this is the director"and the director spoke
"Hi Anna its nice to meet you,Billie told me about you and y'know I used to go here back in the day"
"Wait really"
''Yeah Billie said your dad went here what class was he"
'Um '88"
"Oh my sister was in that class,I was '91"
"Cool"so there were crew members getting stuff in place and Anna kinda just stood on the sidelines with Adrienne and she spoke
"You feel outta place don't you"
"Yeah I'm used to chaos but not this kind and I've never shot a music video before so I'm clueless"
"Thats what I thought but its gonna be awesome"Adrienne said smiling
"Yeah"so once everyone was in their places and everything was set,they started taking shots so it took them about four times to hit in on the head and get the timing right,so once they got the actual playing done, Anna went over by the dumpster with a box with different colors of spray paint,they were just gonna edit her doing it then instead of doing it during the takes,so she took a can of black spray paint and spray painted the words, 'St Insomnia',and she could feel the camera on her but it was at an angle to where you could see what she was spray painting on the dumpster and the guys were standing behind the camera wondering what she was spray painting on the dumpster,then she took a can of red and spray painted a rage and love symbol,then neon green and spray painted Billie's initials, neon orange with Mike's initals,and neon blue with Tre's initals,and she got up and walked away and thats when the camera stopped filimg and the guys went over to look at what she spray painted and they saw and Billie gave her a hug
"How are you so creative and awesome"and Anna just shrugged her shoulders,and then Billie yelled to the camera guy
"Film this"and he grabbed the can of black spray paint and went over to the brick wall that they had just played in front of and spray painted in really big letters 'Youngblood was here' and since he is short he was kinda jumping and when he was done he set the can of spray paint down and stepped back and looked at what he spray painted and put his hands on his hips and Anna,having an idea ran over and gave him a hug and he hugged back and he spoke
"Love ya Youngblood"and the director yelled
"Cut,we got it"and they walked over by him and he spoke
"One that was a cool idea and two that was cute and we will edit all of it in later"
"Okay"and he walked away and the next thing Anna and Billie knew Adrienne was pulling them next to the guys who were standing in front of the wall Billie just spray painted and when they stood next to the guys they looked confused and Adrienne spoke
"Its Anna's first music video,I'm getting a picture"and so Billie hugged Anna and Mike and Tre just smiled in a way and Adrienne took a picture then they all made funny faces and she took another,so they walked back by her and left so everyone could pack up and leave,so they headed back to Scott's and Billie had a plan,he was gonna head up to Laurie's with the guys and talk to Scott about rehab and stuff,because he could relate,so he went and sat down next down to Anna and spoke
"Me,the guys,and Joan are going to head up to Laurie's and talk to your dad,you good here with Adrienne"
"Yeah"and Billie knew she was still shoken up by this and he just held her hand so she knew it was okay and gave her a hug
"Bye Youngblood"
"Bye Billo"so him,the guys,and Joan left so that left just Anna,Adrienne and little Billie and Adrienne spoke
"So what should we do"
"I don't know"and Adrienne noticed that she looked upset and went and sat down by her
"Hey whats wrong"and Anna sighed
'Just whats going on with my dad is reminding me of when I wasn't okay and stuff and the reason I got depression,my sexuality and stuff and then I think about my gender dysphoria and it fucks with my head and stuff"and Adrienne gave her a hug
"Its like I don't feel comfortable in girl clothes but I live with it and I um am ashammed of how I am and I feel bad sorry"and Adrienne spoke
"You have nothing to be sorry about thats how you feel and you are entitled to feel how ever you want to feel"and gave Anna another hug
"Um Adrienne I can ask you whatever right?"
"Yeah,whats up"
"Um well when I wasn't okay the first time I asked my mom to look into puberty blockers for my and she just shot it down and I wanted to try it so I was nuteral in a way,do you think you could look into them for me"
"Of course,just as long as you are comfortable an happy"she said giving Anna another hug
"Um-Um could I-I maybe get a chest binder"and Adrienne just smiled and gave Anna a hug because she knew she was embarassed asking that but was proud of her,since its a sensitive subject
"Yep"and Anna tackled her in a hug
"Thank you,you're the best and I love you"
"I love you too and you can come to my with any problem or question or whatever I will never judge you because I love you"she said smiling
"Okay"
"I het to steal Billie's Youngblood for a couple hours"and Anna laughed a little
"Yeah well what do you wanna do its only like 3:30"
"Wanna go hang out downtown"
"Sure"so they left and drove downtown and walked around the Rave a bit,went in some shops,got coffee and stuff like that and signed stuff and took pictures with people who came up to them and gave free hugs and stuff and Pride Fest was still going on and just for the heck of it Adrienne took Anna there
"Wait really"
"Yeah you didn't get to when you guys played here"and Anna gave Adrienne a hug
"You are awesome"
"Look who's talking"
"Yeah yeah"so they went up to the ticket counter and the dude selling tickets whisper shouted
"Oh my god you're Billie Joe Armstrong's wife and oh my god Anna,I'm a huge fan"
"In the flesh"
"Tell ya what I'll let you guys in for free and make sure you guys have a good time"
"Okay thanks"
"Of course"so they headed in and walked around and signed stuff and gave out hugs and talked to fans and Adrienne could tell that Anna was happy just talking and interacting with fans and that made her smile and a lot of fans that came up to Anna were concerned adn asked if she was okay and it warmed Anna's heart that people cared so much to ask,so they walked around and stuff and Anna got an idea,so she went and found the guys who let them in for free
"Hey do you think I could make an announcement"
"Totally"so he led Anna and Adrienne into this building and stuff anf Anna spoke over the PA system
"Hey everyone its Anna from Green Day and Billie's wife and I just want everyone here to know that I love and cared about them and thank you for being concerned and caring and asking if I was okay and just thank you and I will give out as many hugs as needed and so will Adrienne"and you could hear some people faning out,so they walked back out and Adrienne gave Anna a hug and spoke
"That was so sweet"
"Thanks"
"Yep"so they hugged anyoe who came up to them and people were in tears of joy and told them their stroy and just connected with people and it was awesome and they had an awesome,gay time and eventually as less and less people came up to them they walked along the lakefront and stuff so while Anna was talking with fans and stuff Adrienne kinda snuck away and went over in the health area and talked to some people about the stuff Anna talked to her about and gave her stuff to research and just really helped,and then she went and found Anna,so they walked around a bit and then went on the skyglider and Adrienne laughed and spoke
"Ha it does look like a gaint color wheel"
"Told ya"so once they got down they left and went through more of downtown and hung out and drove around,and it was a good day. Meanwhile the guys and Joan were at Laurie's
"Hey guys"Laurie said
"Hey,wheres Scott"
"He's sitting outside"
"Okay cool"so Billie headed out there and the guys and Joan stayed behind and talked to Laurie and Billie walked up to Scott
"Hey Scott"
"Oh Billie what are you doing here"he said turning around and Billie saw how sleep deprived and terrible he looked,it made him want to cry and Billie sat down next to Scott
"Laurie told Anna about you and what happened and I came here with the guys and Joan, to talk to you and see how you were because I get it"and Scott just looked confused
"Back in 2011 and 12 I was popping perscription pills and drowning in booze but after my iHeart Radio Festival meltdown I went into rehab and got clean and better and I get it,how you feel and stuff and what to do and how to help"and Scott started crying and spoke
"Billie I-I'm sorry, I can't even imagine how hurt Anna feels and I was a shitty parent for doing this and just"and Billie cut Scott off by giving him a hug
"Its okay,you don't have to be sorry,I get it and it did hurt Anna really bad but what will make it go away is if you got to rehab and get clean and better and stay that way not for just yourself but her"
"God what happened what did she do or say when she found out"and Billie kinda painced he didn't want Scott to know she relapsed before but he didn't want to add on to the situation
"I'd rather not say because is scared the shit outta me"
"Billie just tell me man its my kid"and Billie sighed
"After she got off the phone with Laurie she came out of her room and went in the kitchen and started looking through drawers for scissors and I walked in and stopped her and she broke down in my arms and yeah but she's completely fine now"and Scott started crying again
"Dear god I almost made my own kid relapse because I was a piece of shit human being"
"Hey its okay she's fine and hanging out with Adrienne for the day having fun its okay"and Scott calmed down
"So how has she been"and Billie just sighed
"Well everything I'm gonna tell you has been taken care of and is over with,um Tiffany's dad came up here and was drinking and getting high with his girlfriend and Tiffany told him everything and by everything I mean everything and he found out where you lived and came over there all fucked up and Anna told him to leave but he just called her a lot of bad stuff and when I tried to stop him he puched me and then beat the shit out of Anna and Joan knocked him out with the TV and we called the police and Anna said a lot of stuff that scared us because of what happened and he got arrested and got the max sentence of 20 years and we got to play Pride Fest but everyone Anne cut off showed up while we were playing and she had probaly the worst asthma attack she has ever had and stuff and thats the bad stuff that has happened but otherwise we've kept her happy as usual and had a good time with her like always"and Scott looked like he was gonna murder someone
"Oh wow"
"Yeah but its okay everything was taken care of"
''Thats good"
"Yeah so I'm sorry I have to ask but when was the last time you took some pills"
"Yesterday"
"Okay, I'm gonna make sure you get good help and as always we all take care of Anna and look after her"
"Thanks Billie"
"Of coourse and I'll help you with everything since I've been there done that"
"Okay"and Billie gave him a hug
"So wanna see the guys and Joan"
"Of course"so they walked in the house and Scott was smiling and that alone made Laurie's day and made her smile and they walked over by everyone and Scott spoke
"Hey guys"and Joan got up and gave him a hug and spoke
"I can assure you that Anna is still being a kick ass little punker"
"Good"Scott said smiling and Mike gave him a hug
"And she shot her very first music video with us and it was awesome"
"Wait really"
"Yeah"and then Tre gave him a hug
"And still being the funniest kid in the world and Billie's Youngblood"and Scott looked at Billie confused
"Its a nickname I have for her and she has one for me too"he said smiling and Scott spoke
"Which is" and the guys and Joan started laughing and Billie spoke
"Mine is Billo"and Scott laughed a little
"Thats cool"so they talked and stuff and Laurie was happy that Scott was actually smiling and surrounded by people who cared about him,well besides her,so Billie stepped outside and made some calls and got Scott into some really good rehab,the same rehab he was in excapt the location was just in Madison instead,so he knew Scott was in good hands,and he pulled Scott aside and explained it to him and he was good with all of it,so everyone talked for a little bit and then they guys and Joan left. Meanwhile Adrienne and Anna made their way back to Scott's and they just sat down and relaxed and Adrienne spoke
"So what should we do"
"I'm fine with napping"
"Sounds good to me"and Anna went and put her Rev Rad hoodie on and grabbed a blanket and passed out on the couch and Adrienne just looked at her and smiled,so she went and grabbed her laptop and ordered Anna a chest binder and it would be there tomorrow and started looking up the reccemendations that the people at Pride Fest gave her to look up and she did and researched puberty blockers some more and found a really good clinic in the area that she could take Anna to so she called and talked to a really nice person who explained some stuff and said that they could come into tomorrow and hung up and stuff,so Adrienne did more research and accidently passed out and about an hour later Anna woke up and saw Adrienne passed out and her computer was still open and she looked at what it was and it was research on puberty blockers and gender dysphoria and Anna smiled and closed her laptop and set it on the coffee table next to her and covered Adrienne up with a blanket and laid back down next to her and passed out,and a little bit later little Billie curled up next to them and eventually the guys and Joan got back and Billie saw Anna, Adrienne,and little Billie all asleep on the couch and took like five pictures,because it was adorable and spoke
"I swear to god that is the cutest sight I've ever seen" and was smiling,so everyone relaxed pretty much until they all passed out.