So everything was going good,Bandit made a full recovery and everyone was happy,except for Anna, sure she was happy about Bandit but also because going back to Wisconsin brought up a shit ton of bad memories that she had never dealt with before, she kept taking last place at contests,she stopped talking, and she stopped eating most of the time,and Scott was somewhere in the world competing,with the rest of the Powell Peralta team,and since she wasn't skting as good,she passed on going and competing and Anna was just wasting away,it scared everyone,like everyone Billie,Adrienne,Mike,Tre,and Stacy, and Joan,Tony,Tommy,Mike(McGill),Steve,Lance,and Rodney,once they heard about how Anna was doing, she couldn't focus,which really affected her skating and she could barely and had no motivation, she had terrible panic/anxiety attacks and barely slept,and no one told Scott,because or else it would be 10x's worse,it was so bad one day that Anna kept thinking about all the ways she could end it,and it scared the living shit out of her,she knew no matter what, that she could never ever do that to anyone,so she went downstairs and she found Billie and Adrienne talking and they saw her standing there with her head down and Billie spoke
"Hey Youngblood"and it all just came crashing down,she kept it all bottled up and tears came pouring out of her eyes and she collapsed and fell to her knees on the floor and immediately Billie and Adrienne ran over by her and immediately hugged her and she was crying so much and all she said was
"I-I'm sorry"and she kept repeating it and both Billie and Adrienne kept saying stuff along the lines of
"It's okay,you have nothing to be sorry about,we got you it's okay"and it killed them to see her like this again and finally Anna said it
"I'm sorry I destroyed myself again,I'm sorry I put the people I love and care about the most through the pain of watching me destroy myself,I'm sorry I hurt you guys by doing that,I'm sorry I am the way I am,I'm sorry I'm so self-destructive,I'm sorry I scared you guys,I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't talk,I'm sorry you had to watch that,I'm sorry I put you guys through that,I'm sorry I feel that I am the reason no one is happy I'm fucking sorry"and Anna hated herself so much right now and hearing that brought tears to Billie and Adrienne's eyes and they just hugged her tighter, it pained them to see her like this and to hear how much she basically hated herself and Billie had an idea to help,he started singing Still Breathing and Anna just stared at the floor with tear filled eyes and just sighed and she had a smile on her face,not a regular smile,a hopeless,'I fucked up' smile and she was shaking with so much anxiety she had and she didn't know what to do and the urges to cut were overwhelming her,so she did what Billie told her to do if she had urges,she hugged him and he looked at Adrienne with the saddest look ever,because he knew why she was hugging him, so he just hugged her close and started singing Ordinary World and and after he was done he spoke
"Youngblood,you're the most caring person in the world,you feel so guilty about destroying yourself again because you care about us and you didn't want to hurt us,and you 've fought the urges to cut again,because you care some much about us,you won't allow us to see you like that again,and you put us and everyone first even though you were doing this to yourself,because you didn't want to see us get hurt and don't ever think that you are the reason people aren't happy, it's the complete opposite, you make everyone around you happy, and that doesn't mean you always have to be okay, you're human, you have ups and downs and it's okay"and his voice was cracking and she realized something
"I run on other people's happiness,if they're happy then I'm happy because all I want to do is make people happy, because or else then I'm not happy"and Billie spoke
"You make us happy Youngblood,just being here with us makes us happy and I know it might feel like your job to make everyone happy,but it's not,because you already make us happy and all we want is for you to be happy,because we love you"
"And I don't want you to feel guilty because we're crying and think that because you hurt us,we're crying because we care about you and we love you and it hurt to see you do that to yourself because we care about and love you"and Anna never had someone say that to her before, her mom never cried when she destroyed herself the first time,she just didn't want to deal with it anymore and Adrienne spoke
"And Youngblood,I don't care how your mom handled you being like this,but since you're like a daughter to me,I actually care and love you and I want to help you get better"and she spoke
"M-My mom just didn't want to deal with it,a-and she never cried because she cared about me"and Adrienne pulled her into her arms and Billie spoke
"Hey Youngblood look at me"he said in a soft voice and she did and he spoke
"It's okay,you don't have to be sorry about,the way you are,you are the most awesome kick ass little punk skater,that's adorable,and you express who you are,about not talking,it's okay,and I know it's easier said then done but don't feel guilty,it's okay"he said smiling and she looked at Adrienne and she smield at her and spoke
"I love you Youngblood"and she gave her a kiss on her forehead and Anna then had a little smile on her face and that was better then nothing and Anna spoke
"I love you too 80"and she hugged Adrienne back and Billie just had a smile on his face, with tears still rolling down his face and spoke
"My girls"and Anna looked at Billie and smiled a little and he smiled back at her and spoke
"I love you Youngblood"and he had an idea
"Come here"he said holding out his hand and she took it and they both stood up and Billie picked Anna up and spun her around and she was laughing and smiling and Billie spoke
"You are amazing and we love you,that will never change and we will always be here for you"and he set her down
''And never forget that we love you Youngblood"and she gave him a hug and Adrienne had the biggest smile on her face and Billie spoke
"Wanna go for a walk Youngblood"he said smiling,looking at her and she nodded,so she wipped her eyes and went and got changed and stuff and while she was doing that Billie started crying again and whispered,in case Anna heard
"She was so light when I picked her up,she lost so much weight,I could almost feel her ribs,that scared me so bad"and Adrienne just looked at him,with her hand over her mouth,like she was in shock and had tears rolling down her face again,and Billie gave her the saddest,heartbroken look ever,like a kicked puppy and spoke
"We have to help her 80,we have too"he said, basically ready to breakdown and Adrienne spoke
"That's what we're gonna do,and make sure that she gets better"and she gave him a hug
"It'll be okay,believe me"and she was in pure awe,of course she loves and cares about Anna,there's no question, but the bond between Anna and Billie,how much he cares about her and he was still crying and she spoke
"Billie look at me"and he did and she spoke
"She's going to be okay"and she gave him a kiss and he wipped his eyes and Anna walked downstairs ,in her hoodie,some jeans,and her converse and Billie looked at her and smiled
"You ready to go Youngblood" and she nodded, so her and Billie left and walked around and Billie was holding Anna's wristband hand and she kept glancing over at Billie's 'Youngblood' tattoo and Billie caught her looking at it and smiled at her and spoke
"You really like it don't you"and she nodded and he laughed a little
"I swear you and 80 kill me with cuteness and are my girls"he said smiling and Anna smiled a little bit
"So wanna go get some ice cream Youngblood"and she nodded,so they headed to Baskin Robbins and got ice cream and walked around some more and Anna's stomach hurt,because that was the most food she'd eaten in a while and she had glossy eyes and Billie noticed,so they stopped and Billie spoke
"What's wrong Youngblood"and she spoke
"My stomach hurts,that's the most food I've eaten in a while"she said in a small voice and Billie gave her a hug
"It'll be okay Youngblood"and he looked at her and smiled,so they headed back home and Adrienne was doing some stuff,so they went down in the studio and just laid/sat on the floor and listened to music, with Bandit and little Billie and Anna was actually smiling more,which put a smile on Billie's face and he spoke
"Youngblood,just don't feel guilty or bad about not talking a lot,it's okay,we get it,you can talk as much as you want or not talk at all,just as long as you're comfortable"and he gave her a hug and spoke
"Hey look at me"he said in a soft voice
"Never forget that you always have people to talk to about whatever and it doesn't matter how big or small it is,we will always be here for you, no matter is you go to your dad,me,80,Mike,Tre,or Stacy, we'll listen and we all get how like you will only talk to 80 about certain stuff,only me fro certain stuff and down the list,and don't tell Stacy I told you this,but he really has a soft spot for you,and he worries like I do about you,and I told him that I'm pretty sure everyone has a soft spot for you"and Anna smiled a little and Billie smiled at her and spoke
"I swear you and 80 kill me with cuteness because of your smiles"and Billie remembered something and got up
"I'll be right back Youngblood"and he went upstairs and talked to Adrienne about something,so Anna just chilled and pet little Billie and Bandit and she was on the floor and Bandit laid on top of her and fell asleep and she was laughing and tried to get him off of her but he wouldn't budge,then Billie and Adrienne came downstairs and Anna spoke
"I'm stuck"and both Billie and Adrienne started laughing,so after a few minutes of trying,Bandit got off Anna,so that was good and it was funny,also good,so Billie and Adrienne both sat down in front of Anna and Adrienne spoke
"So Youngblood we wanted to talk to about something,nothing bad,um would you be good with if tomorrow everyone came over and hung out and stuff,so they know that you're okay,and it's completely fine if you don't want to" and Anna spoke
"It's fine"and both Billie and Adrienne smiled
"Okay"and Adrienne went back upstairs and Billie spoke
"And it's okay if you aren't talkative tomorrow and you're gonna be surrounded by people who love and care about you,so you don't have to feel bad about anything and it's gonna be fun tomorrow and everyone's really excited to see you" so they just realxed and listened to music for a while,then they headed back upstairs and watched some movies, Ordinary World, Thank You, Gleaming the Cube and stuff,so Anna and Billie went up on the ledge and Billie spoke
"Y'know, Youngblood you changed my life for the better"and Anna was caught off guard by this and looked at him in awe/shock and he smiled at her
"Well it's true"and she spoke
"You too Billo"and he gave her a hug
"I love you Youngblood"and he gave her a kiss on her forehead,so they just chilled up there for a little bit and they called it a night and climbed back in the window and Anna passed out right when she hit her bed,and Billie was going to sleep on the couch to make sure she was okay,so he just sat there and he knew he wasn't going to be able to sleep tonight, so his mind drifted off, and filled up with song lyrics,so he wrote them down and quietly snuck down into the studio and came up with the chords to a new song and he found the lyrics that Anna had written to the song she wrote after they went to Chritsie Road and he smiled at them, and thinking back about today, the emotions and just everything,more lyrics filled his head,so he wrote them down and he had another song and came up with the chords,so now he had two songs and he went back upstairs,got something to drink and went back in Anna's room and sat down on the couch and was on his phone,and apparently Mike was awake so they texted and talked and stuff and they were up talking because they both could not sleep, and it was because Billie wanted to make sure that Anna was okay and Mike was worried about Anna and apparently Tre was up,and Billie went back downstairs in the kitchen and found Adrienne sitting at that table,so apparently everyone was up,worrying about Anna,so Billie just told Mike and Tre to come over,because no one was getting any sleep,so Mike and Tre showed up,so everyone just talked about well yesterday and what went down in Wisconsin and stuff and at like four in the morning, Anna woke up and he head was racing and she had terrible anxiety all of a sudden and started having an anxiety attack, so once she chilled out, she went downstairs to see if she could find Billie and she went down into that kitchen and Billie turned around and spoke
"Hey Youngblood,what's up"and she walked over by him and spoke
"I woke up and had an anxiety attack"
"Oh you good now"
"Yeah"
"Well look who's here"and Mike and Tre smiled at her,they were so happy to see her, so she gave Mike a hug and he spoke
"I missed my favorite guitar player"
"Hey"Billie said jokingly,trying to sound offended
"I missed you guys too"then she gave Tre a hug and he spoke
"I missed my partner in crime"
"Hey"both Adrienne and Billie said laughing a little and Billie spoke
"Go get some more rest Youngblood"and she gave Adrienne a hug,then headed back upstairs and went to bed and Mike and Tre both had tears in eyes and both had that kicked puppy look and looked at Billie and Mike spoke
"She's so thin,that's scary"and Billie spoke
"I know,but we're gonna help her and she's going to be okay"and Tre spoke
"We really missed her"
"I know, believe it or not she was worried about you guys worrying about her,if that makes sense"and Adrienne spoke
"She really does love us a lot"she said smiling and Billie smiled
"Yeah,she does" so they just chilled and talked until they got stuff ready and so by now it was around ten in the morning and Anna came downstairs and got some coffee and went and sat down by Billie and he just smiled at her
"Morning Youngblood"and she spoke
"Hi"and Billie laughed a little
"Hmh"
"Nothing just you"he said smiling and the guys were still really happy to see Anna,they couldn't stop smiling and Billie had an idea,he went and grabbed a crap ton of different colored markers and came back and sat next to Anna and spoke
"I have an idea Youngblood,take off your wristband"and she did and Billie started drawing and writing random stuff on her arm and wrist and she spoke
"Billie what are you doing"
"In case you have urges to cut,then you can look at these and you won't want to cut because then you would ruin them"and Adrienne walked over by them and spoke
"Billie why are you drawing on her"and he told her and now Anna and Adrienne were both in awe of Billie,so then Adrienne drew and wrote some stuff on Anna,then Mike and Tre did and after they were done Anna gave Billie a hug
"Thanks Billo"and he spoke
"Of course Youngblood"he said smiling at her,so they got ready and stuff, and eventually everyone else showed up, Stacy,Rodney,Tommy,Tony,Lance,Steve,Mike(McGill),and Joan and Stacy immediately gave Anna a hug and said hi to her and then she went over by Billie and spoke
"Stacy really does have a soft spot for me"
"Yep"so everyone talked and stuff and were all smiles because they were happy to see Anna, and she went over by Rodney and he spoke
"You're very talkative are you"and she shook her head
"I get it,I use to got periods of time without talking" and hell froze over, Tommy fucking Guerrero actually wasn't swearing,and this is a dude that can't go a sentence without swearing, and Lance Mountain and Tre Cool in the same room,man people are gonna be laughing, and they were, and Steve was the one to really notice the drawings and writting on Anna's arms and he spoke
"What's on your arms"and Anna spoke
"Billie,Mike,Tre,and Adrienne, drew and wrote on my arms,so I don't cut if I have urges to"
"Oh, well from afar it looks like you have tattoo sleeves"
"Yeah"and then she went over by Joan and she gave her a hug
"My favorite little punker,I missed ya"
"I missed you too"and Anna just had a really old urge to skate,so she grabbed her board and some gloves,because she had an idea and Billie saw her go outside and he grabbed Stacy and they went outside to find Anna,in the middle of the road doing Zeyphr stuff, she was down low on her board,turning,spinning around,sliding and they both had huge smiles on their face and just watched her and after she was done she walked back over by them and Stacy gave her a hug and spoke
"That was just like watching Jay skate,oh my god"and he was so happy and Billie smiled at her and spoke
"Nice job Youngblood"and he had the 'I have something planned' look and then someone showed up that Anna did not expect to show up,it was her buddy Joe and he gave her a hug and she was really happy to see him and he spoke
"Billie's idea"
"I know"so they went back by everyone and Anna went and gave Billie a hug
"Thanks Billo"
"Of course"he said smiling at her,so then Billie,Mike,and Tre started jamming out and Tommy and Steve joined because they were in punk rock bands back in the day and still play during free time and Anna was just sitting,smiling watching them jam out and Joe was sitting next to her and spoke
"Why aren't you playing with them"and she just shrugged her shoulders
"Well just so you know,I'm always here for you"
"Thanks,since seventh grade"
"Yep,you were the only other person I could talk to Green Day and skateboarding with"
"Yeah"she said smiling a little and Joe laughed a little and Anna spoke
"Hmh"
"Nothing, Billie just keeps smiling at you"and she looked at Billie and smiled a little bit at him and he nodded at her to come jam with them,so she got up and went and grabbed Frankie and everyone started clapping, cheering, and were smiling and Billie smiled at her and whispered
"You don't have to sing if you don't want to"and Anna shook her head and Billie just smiled at her and Tommy and Steve just chilled,since they didn't know the song, so they played Still Breathing and Anna closed her eyes,because she was tearing up and because she was getting anxiety,even though she was in a room with people who all love and care about her and when she was playing,it was like everything disappeared, and when the song was done Billie hugged and she opened her eyes and he was smiling at her,so then they played a bunch more songs and had a lot of fun and by the time they were done Adrienne gave Anna a hug and was in tears of joy and Anna spoke
"80 what's wrong"
"Nothing,I'm just really proud of you"she said smiling and she smiled back a little
"Thank you" and Billie was smiling at them,so they kept the 'party' going for a while and eventually everyone left except Mike,Tre,Stacy,and Joe and Anna went on a walk with Joe and while that was happening, everyone was talking about Anna and Stacy had teh same kicked puppy look and brought up how thin she was,so they talked about her,what they were gonna do to help her, today,yesterday,and the story behind it all,so Anna and Joe were just walking around and stuff and Joe spoke spoke
"Anna you're gay and genderfluid right"
"Yeah,why"
"Well I'm kinda questioning my sexuality,because you know how back in seventh grade like I talked about some guys being attractice and stuff"
"Yeah and I said you would be a good gay guy"she said laughing a little
"Yeah,well I don't know if I'm bi or gay or what"and Anna spoke
"Well would you want to kiss a girl and or you know with a girl or would you want to kiss and or you know with a guy"
"Both sound nice,but"and Anna cut him off
"But you're not really sure,because you never kissed a guy or a girl"
"Dang you know a lot"
"Been there down that"
"Yeah"
"I get it,and also if anyone tells you that questioning your sexuality is a phase,tell them to fuck off and also horomones play a part in it,so maybe now you decide you're bi,then in a couple years you decide you're gay,but whatever it is I 1000% support you and hey we can both be gay"and Joe laughed a little
"Yeah,I'm just still unsure"
"Here's what I recommend you do, kiss a guy or girl and how you feel is how you feel,you may question it after but it's normal,because back in sixth grade I kissed a girl to see how I felt and same for her,she's bi and I said I was bi,but leaned more towards girls, but then a year later kissing a guy and you know sounded really weird to me and I don't like that,so I'm gay as fuck now,I love girls"
"Wow,that's a lot"
"I know,but in the long run it's worth it"
"I bet,but how'd you come out"and Anna laughed a little
"Well I came out to my mom when I was having a mental breakdown and one night I walked into my dad's room to show him something funny,then as I walked out he asked me if I liked guys or girls and I froze and was like 'fuck' and I told him girls and it was all good"and Joe was laughing
"Wow"
"Yeah and what comes along with it, the questioning,discovering part is self-hate sometimes you feel wrong until you really know how to be yourself and I'm here for you believe me I get it and I was also questioning my gender but hey,I'm technically a girl,guy,both, and niether so hah"and Joe just laughed
"Yeah,I'm good with my gender though"so they walked around some more and talked and headed back and Stacy was heading out and said bye to Anna and everyone and he left and Joe and Anna went upstairs and Anna climbed out the window and Joe looked at her like she was crazy and she spoke
"It's completely safe,c'mon"so he climbed out after her and they were on the ledge and Anna spoke
"So what do you think"
"Wow,I like it"
"Nice,the only people that know about this spot are me,Billie,and Joan,so don't tell anyone"
"I won't"and Anna had an idea
"Wait,I'm technically a guy and a girl and plus I'm not attracted to guys in anyway so,I could help you, figure out what you are"and Joe spoke
"Wait what"
"We could kiss and well I'm biologically a female, technically so I could be the girl you kiss to figure out what you are"
"Wait really,you're cool with that"
"Yeah,I'm completely attrached to girls and plus you're my best friend,why the hell would I be attracted to you"
"Fair point, okay I'm cool with it"
"I am open with helping people figure out their sexuality,because I already know mine"so they kissed and Anna spoke
"So, how do you feel"and Joe spoke
"I think I'm,well what's the term for someone who likes all genders"
"Pansexual"
"I think I'm pan"and Anna gave him a hug
"Congrats,I'm happy for you"
"And thanks Anna,for helping"
"Of course, now don't go crushing on me now okay"and Joe just laughed
"I won't,you're my best friend,and that kiss didn't phase you at all"
"Nope and it's the first time I've kissed a guy"
"Really,dang you really do like girls"
"Yep,I mean how can you not, they're so pretty and cute,and hot"
"Yeah,now we get to be gay together"
"Yep,welcome to the LGBTQ+ community"
"Thanks"
"Of course,and no matter when you're ready to come out to whoever,I'll be there to help and support you"
"Thanks Anna"
"Of course,but don't start acting like Ben and have a thing for Billie"and they both started laughing
"Believe me I won't but Billie is very good looking"
"Of course he is and probably one of the most adorable people in the world,also just because I like girls or a certain gender doesn't mean that I can't say the other gender is good looking,cute,attractive,maybe not to me but in general,or down the list, anyone who says that I can't say that stuff can go fuck themselves"
"Yeah,remember all the girls at school,like if you said one word to the opposite gender you automatically liked them"
"Oh dear god,I hated that or they would ship everyone"and Joe spoke
"Like if we were in class and I said you were looking good that day,boom we're automatically dating,and like if I say something like you're cute or something to you,or say you're attractive,it doesn't mean I wanna be with you"
"Exactly,you can say stuff like that, but never actually wanna be with the person, youre just saying in general like I see why people say they are attractive or I see how they are attractive"and Joe spoke
"Like I find you attractive and cute,but I wouldn't want to be with you because you're my best friend and I know you're into girls and that would just be weird"
"Yeah,no crushing on me though,but I'm glad we can be gay together,and Billie's bi so yeah,welcome to the club"and Joe just laughed
"I wouldn't mind telling him,Mike,Tre,or Adrienne,they are so laid back and you would be the last person I would have a crush on"and Anna just laughed and spoke
"Right back at ya,and damn this is the most I've talked in a while"
"Yeah,so wanna go tell them"
"Sure let's go"and they were both smiling,and Anna slung her arm over Joe's shoulder and they headed downstairs and Anna spoke
"Announcement,Joe"she said looking at him and everyone looked at them and he spoke
"I'm pansexual"and they were really happy for him and Billie walked over by them and spoke
"Congrats kid,welcome to the club"he said smiling and Anna spoke
"The gay club"she said smiling and they just laughed
"Yeah,well I should probably get going it's kinda late"and everyone said bye to him and Anna walked Joe out and when they were outside Anna spoke
"Y'know I could talk to Stacy and see if he would put you on Powell Peralta,like he could mentor you"
"Wait really"
"Yeah,I'd love to skate along side my bestfriend and plus you don't seem that happy with who you're with now"and Joe sighed
"Yeah,but thanks Anna"
"Of course,and where are you staying"and he told her and it was not in a decent area
"Oh hell no you're staying here"
"No it's fine"
"I insit,I grew up in the hood,I know what goes on and I don't need something happening to you,because then who the fuck would I sakte with"and Joe just laughed
"True,I'll go get my stuff and come back"
"Okay"and Joe left and Anna walked back in the house and told Billie where Joe was staying and asked if it was cool if he stayed there and it was totally fine if he stayed there, so Joe came back with his stuff and Anna showed him where he'd be sleeping and just talked to him and stuff and Joe spoke
"Anna why don't go back to Wisconsin"
"Too many bad memories and stuff"
"Oh, and it is kinda boring I guess"
"Yeah,no shit,fucking Tosa man, there are very few places I will go in Tosa, I mean yeah I have some great memories with Billie,Mike,Tre,and Adrienne but it just hurts being back there"
"I get it"and Anna spoke
"Joe, whatever you do just keep this between me and you"
"I promise"
"Okay,well I don't know why but I've resented alcohol since I've been alive, between people in my family and their bullshit and knowing what it did to Billie, I resented it more when I was older,but I swear I just wanna get drunk and smoke,not drugs or anything, but I'm don't wanna get drunk because I'm curious, it's because I can't get my fucking shit together and if Billie ever heard me say this I swear I would start crying,I can't ever get my shit together,something's always happening, and between sleepless nights, a fucking mad mind, and just feeling useless, so in result I turn to self-destruction,that's how I've always been"and Joe spoke
"Anna you're not useless,don't say that"and Anna realized something
"Holy fuck I'm just like Billie, I want to turn to self-destruction in the form of booze,I have fucking insomnia"and she started tearing up
"Oh god no,I promised him I would never go down that path,I can't I just can't, no no no, what the fuck is wrong with me,I can't hurt him like that,I'd hate myself for the rest of my life"and she started crying and Joe hugged her
"Anna chill out,it's okay"
"No it's not I'm having the same mindset I have with my dad right now, I have a breakdown and he can't ever find out about it,fuck, I swear it would hurt Billie to hear this shit,god I'm such a fucking bad person" and Anna stood up and started pacing and she slumped down against a wall and brought her knees up to chest and started shaking and crying even more and was having and anxiety attack and Joe went over by her
"If you tell Billie he can help you and all he wants is for you to be okay"and Joe went and got Billie and Joe left them alone and Billie immediately hugged her
"Hey it's okay Youngblood"
"No it's not"
"What's wrong"
"No, it'll hurt you if I tell you"
"Youngblood,just please tell me"
"I've resented booze since I was born because of all the fuck ups in my family and what it did to you and now I just wanna drink,because I can't get my fucking shit together, and I'm just like you, turn to drinking, insomnia, a mind that hates me a lot, and I fucking promised you I wouldn't go down that path, I told Joe not to tell you because I didn't want to hurt you and I was having the same mindset with my dad, having a breakdown and not telling him, I'm such a bad fucking person, those fuckers were right I'm just fucking like them, I'm a fuck up"and he just hugged her
"No no no no Youngblood, you are not like them and you're not a fuck up or a bad person,and look at me"and she did
"You're human, you feel like shit sometimes,and it's okay,and that doesn't hurt me, I just want to know what's up so I can help,it's okay Youngblood"and Anna absolutely hated herself
"I'm fucking sorry"
"You don't have anything to be sorry about,I love you" and
"I love you too"
"And I get it Youngblood,feeling so fucked up in the head and not being okay, or just wanting to drown your sorrows or take the edge off,I get, but your dad and 80 would kill me if I let you drink,so that's a no, plus I wouldn't even let you" and he just sat next to her and hugged her and sang When It's Time to calm her all the way down and she spoke
"Thanks Billo"
"Of course"he said smiling, and he remembered
"I still have your e-cig though, want it"
"Yeah"
"Okay c'mon"so Billie went and grabbed Anna's e-cig and they went out on the ledge and Anna immediately smoked it and sighed after
"I'm good now"
"Good"he said smiling at her,so everyone just relaxed and Mike and Tre left and everyone eventually passed out after a very eventful day or two.
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Fiksi PenggemarWhen there is tragedy there is triumph-Green Day story *WARNING* (suicide, self harm, self destruction, breakdowns, stuff along those lines, mild homophobia and swearing-not mild) Read at your own risk, have fun. Note: most chapters are unedited...
