Fußball oneshots

Jarcus ~ Jesse X Marcus

Ich bin prinzipiell city Fan, aber die beiden sind ganz inordnung 😅😍. Und außerdem liebe ich das englische nationalteam fast genauso sehr wie das deutsche.

Jesse's Sicht :

"Jesseeeeee are we sharing a room?, pleaseeeeee?", Marcus looked at me with his eyes wide open and a look on his face I could never say no to.

"When did we ever not share a room?", I looked at him smiling like an idiot because I wasn't able to handle my own feelings. As always as Marcus was near to me.

He looked down, staring at his shoes. "I don't know... I just thought... Maybe I'm to annoying or... I-I don't", he stuttered. I nearly didn't understand what he said because he was speaking that fast.

"Hey Marcus look at me! I will never be annoyed by you. You are my best friend and there's nothing or nobody that could change that, yeah?", I put a finger under his chin and pushed it up gently. Even if I was shorter than him.

"Yeah.", he took a step back nodding his head, "best friend". He turned around I didn't know what happend. His mood went from super happy to sad so fast I could never imagine.

The person who is always smiling, my sunshine was sad.  Maybe I'm dramatic, but I'm completely fine with it if Marcus is happy.

~later that day~

I haven't seen Marcus since he walked away. It's not that I didn't search for him, I did and I asked everyone of our teammates if they saw him but nobody knew where he was.

I was getting sick, sick because I didn't know where Marcus was. Because I didn't know if he is fine. Because I didn't know what I did wrong.

I was just lying in my bed and staring at the ceiling. At this time I didn't even notice I started crying. Crying like the Niagara Falls.

I didn't notice until somebody pulled me to his chest. I knew it was Marcus. There's just nobody that fells like him.
I immediately grabbed him like I was falling, like I wasn't able to stand by myself.

He hold me. I don't know for how long. Maybe just a minute, maybe an hour or even more.

At the time I stopped crying he pushed me away from his chest gently just a little so he could look me in the eyes.

He wiped away my tears, smiling softly, but sad. "What is wrong, Jess? Why are you crying? And don't tell me it's nothin', I've never seen you like that."

"Where were you? I was worried about you.", I sobbed, "D-Did I do something wrong? O-or said something? Marcus I need to know! I was searching you everywhere but I couldn't find you."

I looked him in the eyes. Examing how they filled with more and more insecurity. "I I can't tell you that. Before you say anything, I know we said that we'd talk about everything, but I need to figure out what's going on by myself first before I can talk to somebody else or before you decide to stay away from me.", he was murmuring the last sentence, so I could hardly understand what he was sayin'.

He looked down apologetic. "Marcus, whatever it is I will never, never ever hate you. I know I never really told you, but you're such an important part of my life. There is no chance that could change by anything you say. Even if you killed somebody. I swear I would be there to fight with you. You will always have my back, no matter what. ", I put my hand on his shoulder and looked at him intensively.

Now it was his time to cry and mine to pull him into my arms. "I-I... That's the cutest.", sob, "Thing anyone ever said to me. I-I... You're also a very important part of my life. I... You... We... I love you Jesse."

Until my brain had realized what he said my mouth was already smiling like an idiot and my lips were moving on their own. "I love you too Marcus. There's no reason to cry over that. I love you okay? I love you beans."

He layed his eyes filled with tears on me, gently grabbed my cheek and came closer and closer. I closed my eyes as I felt his warm breath on my lips. He wasn't moving anylonger.

" Just kiss me Marcus... ", and that's what he did. He pushed his lips so gently and soft against mine I thought I was dreaming. The kiss was sweetest one I've ever received. I never enjoyed a kiss more than this one.

My hand immediately lead into his hair.

" I KNEW IT! REISS I TOLD YA! You owe me a dinner boy.", we stopped kissing as Jadon was screaming like he saw a ghost or something.

"Why are you screamin' like that? You literally destroyed the moment. I was just kissing my boyfriend.", Marcus bottom lip moved forward and he looked like a three year old kid, but that wasn't the important part of it.

"Your boyfriend?" I was grinning. He blushed a bit. Nervously looked at me. "If you want to?" I started laughing. "Of course I want to. I never wanted anything else since I first met you."

School got me like. Ich habe gerade den zweiten 'richtigen' Schultag hinter mir und ich brauche schon wieder Ferien, wer noch? 😩 Sorry Das eine Woche nichts kam. Falls ihr irgendwelche Fehler entdeckt lasst es mich wissen.