"Z, you fucked up bad."
Lelaki dengan rambut dreads itu mengusap wajah kasar. keberadaan Austin dan Nick tak membantu apa pun.
Austin membuat isi kepalanya lebih runyam, dan Nick hanya menumpang bermain fortnite.
"Z, just to let you know, you fucked up real bad, she doesnt even look anyone in the eyes anymore."
"i came back to the house yesterday to check on her and she's so quite."
flashback on.
y/n's pov
"no i didn't !" aku mengelak masih memiliki keberanian untuk menatap wajah Zion yang tepat berada di depanku, tengah memojokkan ku. Terlihat dari raut wajahnya, ia murka.
"yes you did ! you said you are going out to get groceries ! and end up having a date with some strange guy ?!"
jujur, itu Jack, temanku yang tak sengaja ku temui di supermarket.
"he's my old friend from my hometown, Z ! believe me !"
"TELL ME ! IS HE YOUR SIDE KICK ? DID YOU CHEAT ON ME ?!"
Aku meringis saat tangan besarnya mendorong ku, menabrakkan punggungku pada dinding.
"i would never !"
"fuck it slut, i should've known you only have a nice cover. i should've known you'll play on my back, you cheater."
"yeah, a bitch will always be a bitch."
"im so dissapointed on you."
"i dont even know why i dated you, you're not even as good looking as my exes. hahah"
ia terkekeh lalu meninggalkan aku yang terisak pelan.
Zion tidak pernah se kasar ini.
flashback off.
Third person's pov.
"B explained everything. They are childhood friends, nothing more, Z. Why would you be mad ? you dont even have any strong reason about she's cheating on your back. It was only a picture of her and her old friend laughing at a cafe, and it was from a fanbase you found in twitter."
"i was high, Austin, i already told you."
"you've never been high in a middle of a day though."
Zion mengusap wajahnya lalu menghela napas berat, menyandarkan punggungnya pada sofa apartemen. Semenjak pertengkaran itu, Zion kabur ke satu apartemen yang ia sewa untuk beberapa hari, sebab gadis yang bisa ia sebut mantan tersebut tinggal bersama ia juga bandmatesnya dan Zion sedang tidak ingin melingatnya.
"B is so dissapointed on you. That is his little sister you hurted," Nick menyahut sembari memainkan fortnite nya, di akhiri dengan nada yang menggantung.
"you know, they are always been close, unbiologicaly siblings." lanjutnya lalu menghentikan permainannya tersebut.
"i checked on her yesterday. It's been two weeks, she lost a view pounds, B said. and she is sick right now. She's kinda stopped eating or talking, also sleeping."
Zion mengangkat wajahnya, menatap Nick serius.
"is it bad ?" tanya nya memastikan. Tak dapat di pungkiri, Zion amat menyayangi y/n.
"yeah kinda, you can see from B's post this morning. Her cheeks are kinda pale. You know, they are ussualy bright red."
Dengan berita update dari Nick, Zion langsung meraba sofa mencari handphonenya yang sudah lama tak ia sentuh. Bahkan ia lupa bagaimana cara bermain fortnite. Sudah beberapa kali ia coba untuk melupakan sejenak masalahnya, tapi kali ini tak bisa.
