i cant breathe.
my heart is racing and squeezing every last drop of oxygen from my blood thats left because
nothing goes in
and nothing goes out
and i cant breathe.
i want to scream, and maybe throw up
maybe it will get rid of this awful feeling in my stomach
im so scared, ive never been
suffocated before.
except there are no hands around my throat and nobody holding me down so why
am i doing this to myself?
why does it hurt to stand up or sit down or lay down or hear my blood pumping in my head
in my ears
hear my throat begging for something,
my lungs gasping for one hit of sweet 02
i feel my nerves swirl and my bones vibrate
and my lungs are still clawing at my chest,
air air air air air air air air
but i wont hear them and they know.
they know but i dont.
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Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between
Poetrybook 1 my brain is too crowded so i made room by putting stuff in here. so you're reading my brain pretty much. enjoy <3 WARNING: mature content because of strong language and references to alcohol and probably other stuff ALSO NONE OF THE VIDEOS IN...
