Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between

an apology to you

jeez, i never even got to apologize.

that note you saw and it scared you.

im sorry.

i didnt mean for it to seem like a threat.

i was angry at the time,
and i wanted to get back at you
for tearing my world apart the way you did.

i thought it would help me feel better.

it didnt.

im so sorry i made your life harder than it needed to be.

at that moment, and in general.

if i had never asked you out,
you wouldnt be hurting right now.

i have hurt you a lot.

im more sorry than you ever will truly know.

im sorry that i fucked up your life.
i made it so much more complicated.
it is really my fault.
i do blame myself.

but regardless,
i also loved you.
thats for sure.

so i guess it wasnt all bad.