i would like to make it clear,
even though you still cant even hear me,
i am not ready to be with you again.
not yet.
not that i have the choice.
i need to better myself. i am on my way to becoming a good person who i dont hate.
im getting there.
i will learn to fully forgive you, and myself.
im just not quite there yet, i guess,
ya know?
but when i get there, i will be so ready.
i will be my best self, and i hope you will be too,
and then we can come back better than we had ever been.
i need to be better.
for you, for my family, and for my friends.
but most importantly,
for me.
i have hated myself for far too long.
i have made choices that aren't me.
i have even looked like someone im not for my whole life.
i have the look now.
im working on decision making.
im working on happiness.
im working on me.
im praying you will learn to love the new me.
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Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between
Poetrybook 1 my brain is too crowded so i made room by putting stuff in here. so you're reading my brain pretty much. enjoy <3 WARNING: mature content because of strong language and references to alcohol and probably other stuff ALSO NONE OF THE VIDEOS IN...
