Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between

d r o w n

(again not my art)

please dont let go.
ignore what everyone is saying.
ignore that little part of your brain
that tells you to move on, because i know its there.

ignore all of the warning signs,
ignore the universe,
ignore God telling us that we weren't meant to be,
because if that's the case then he can come down
from the sky and ill throw some fucking hands,
i can take a few punches,
he can strike me down,
he can kill me before i stop loving you.
i will have my brass knuckles and my deadliest weapon:
a smile.

ignore the way that all i do is hurt you,
and hurt you
and hurt you again,
please just forget about all of the damage i've done to you

please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

ignore your parents and ill ignore mine,
we can ignore everyone together and keep moving towards a future that has us in it,

i love you despite the red flags,
i love you despite the whole world tearing us apart,
i love you despite the pain
i love you depite how we havent spoken for months and wont speak for over a year,
I LOVE YOU DESPITE GOD HIMSELF,
I SWEAR TO YOU I WILL FIGHT EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO TRIES TO STAND IN THE WAY OF US BECAUSE I HAVE WAITED TO GODDAMN LONG AND SPEND TOO MUCH OF MY TIME WITH YOU FOR IT TO ALL JUST GO TO WASTE SO DAMN ME TO THE LOWEST DEEPEST LAYER OF HELL IF I AM NOT STANDING ON YOUR FUCKING DOORSTEP ON JULY 10, 2021 BEGGING FOR YOU TO TAKE ME BACK, HOLY FUCK IM SHAKING REALLY HARD RIGHT NOW

...

im just so tired

and i feel sick
all the time

please dont let go

dont forget about me.

i know i fucked up
but i love you still
and i always have
and i always will
so please just wait
dont let me go
dont let me go
dont let me go
dont let me go
dont let me go

i'll d r o w n