Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between

my happy ending

i made you believe in happy ever afters,
right?
well then i need you to know that
you are my happy ever after.
you are all of me.
you will continue to be my story until the day i die and
you will continue to have my heart in your hands.

i belong with you, and you belong with me.

thats just the way it is,
i dont make the rules.

so if you really believe in happy ever afters,
and you want me to be happy again someday,
then please.
just wait for me.

i know its a lot to ask.
i know im probably not worth waiting for,
after all i have put you through.
i dont deserve you, or happiness, or anything of the sort,

i know.

but if you want me to have a happy ending, then
i need you to come back.

you are the best life i could ever live.

i promise.

last year was the best year i have ever had.
you made it that way.
god, you are so fucking stupid but
i love you so much and
i know im an idiot to expect you to wait around
for the girl that almost ruined your entire life.

but ill twiddle my thumbs and sit here
and wait for you
to come back home
to me.