it gives me something to believe in.
plain and simple.
i have so many wishes to make,
and just about 99% of them
have something to do
with you.
i wish i could apologize to you,
i wish i could apologize to your parents,
i wish i could hug you (and your parents honestly,)
i wish to see you again,
i wish that if we ever get back together your parents can forgive me,
i wish for you to be okay,
i wish for me to be okay,
i wish for you to be happy,
i wish for you to not forget about me,
i wish for you to wait for me,
and i could sit here all day and keep writing down my big list but theres no point because we would be sitting here until the end of time because i just want too much out of this world that hasnt given me much.
well, thats a lie.
its given me quite a bit, but
sometimes its hard to be grateful.
like, i have a house and decent money and food to eat and stuff like that.
but man, when it comes to love in any form,
i have gotten a really shitty hand.
i have a few friends, but only one who has stuck by me for more than two years.
i have my parents, but i betrayed them and im half convinced that they dont even like me.
i have my siblings, but i feel sometimes like i dont treat them the way they deserve.
it just sucks sometimes.
on the bright side,
next year should be better.
lots of things to distract me from you.
SAT, ACT, an AP class, theatre, the highest choir in the school, plus im gonna start playing gigs at restaurants, im gonna start looking into publishing books and stuff,
just a lot on my plate.
ill try to keep busy,
so that i dont have to think about you every single day.
jokes on me though.
i still will.
an: this song is literally WORD FOR WORD how i feel
YOU ARE READING
Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between
Poetrybook 1 my brain is too crowded so i made room by putting stuff in here. so you're reading my brain pretty much. enjoy <3 WARNING: mature content because of strong language and references to alcohol and probably other stuff ALSO NONE OF THE VIDEOS IN...
