yall, i aint gonna lie. i am not vibing at all rn. im hella struggling.
i dont even know what to do. i dont know where to go, i dont know what my future looks like.
im scared.
im petrified, actually.
i feel so stupid. im chasing a guy i wont be able to see or speak to for over a year, who my family doesnt like, and whose family hates me.
i almost ruined his life, and he broke my heart and made me feel lower than i have in a long time.
so why do i want to go back to him so goddamn bad?
i dont know.
but im gonna keep being the dumbass i am,
and crying most nights,
and clutching onto that photo of us at prom.
ill hope that i can see you soon.
YOU ARE READING
Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between
Poetrybook 1 my brain is too crowded so i made room by putting stuff in here. so you're reading my brain pretty much. enjoy <3 WARNING: mature content because of strong language and references to alcohol and probably other stuff ALSO NONE OF THE VIDEOS IN...
