Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between

i hope you know

never for one second
not even a millisecond
not even a fraction of a millisecond
have i ever
ever ever
stopped loving you.

im sitting at my kitchen table and im rewatching that video of when you asked me to homecoming and im just

crying again, typical me

and then im watching the video of marching band performing "hey baby" and you were dancing like a goofball

and im bawling

and then i stumble across a video from Mr. Bengal
which reminds me of all of the photos and videos i deleted

and im gasping

and then i look at that one picture of us at that thing where i had to wear your drum

and i stop crying.

i take a deep breath.

and i smile.

because i just have to remember
that ill see you again someday

and then im okay.

cuz if a year and a half with you flew by,
then one year without you will too, right?

just please be home on july 10, 2021.