you have officially ruined love songs for me.
i wonder if i ruined them for you too.
of course i hope you are doing okay, but
a part of me wants you to be sad and pissed and
i hope you miss me as much as i miss you.
i keep going back and forth between wanting you and loving you to hating you and wanting you out of my life
its so hard when i cant even ask you what you want, even though i know you'll just say me.
the problem is, will i still be me when we meet again?
i hope not,
but a part of me hopes you will learn to love the new me.
another part of me hopes you will learn to hate her.
YOU ARE READING
Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between
Poetrybook 1 my brain is too crowded so i made room by putting stuff in here. so you're reading my brain pretty much. enjoy <3 WARNING: mature content because of strong language and references to alcohol and probably other stuff ALSO NONE OF THE VIDEOS IN...
