so i saw a quote that said
"goodbyes are sad,
so i would rather say hello.
hello to a new adventure."
um, that's fucking stupid.
i'm not going to just be like,
well saying goodbye to my boyfriend
who i am hopelessly in love with
who i have been dating for over a year,
and we will have zero communication
or way to see each other
until i turn 17
is pretty upsetting,
so
ill just say hello to a new adventure!!
BITCH WHAT ADVENTURE?
the one where i have to re-learn how to live without you?
cuz i wouldn't call that an adventure.
adventures are fun and exciting.
life without you is anything but that,
i have been struggling really hard
i dont even know who i am
i dont eat,
i have headaches
and im nauseous a lot
i hardly sleep
and when i do,
i sleep in super late
cuz i dont want to wake up to a world
without you in it,
but i am trying,
and i am fighting
with the world,
and with myself
but i cant help
but miss you more every day
does that
sound
like an adventure
to you?
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Adventures, Memories, and Everything in Between
Poetrybook 1 my brain is too crowded so i made room by putting stuff in here. so you're reading my brain pretty much. enjoy <3 WARNING: mature content because of strong language and references to alcohol and probably other stuff ALSO NONE OF THE VIDEOS IN...
