Bad Guy? [Jikook + Vmin]

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taehyung kept staring at jimin's tiny hand. it was the absolute cutest thing ever. he didn't see any motion coming from it except for occasional twitching; so he looked over to jimin's face. and his heart combusted. there the boy was, sleeping soundly, mouth slightly parted, and cute little snores coming from him.

taehyung smiled even wider and decided to stare at his face instead. it was like a cute little puppy sleeping right next to him. the sight sent butterflies into his stomach and hearts to form in his eyes. eventually, the hymn of jimin's cute little snores and the softness taehyung felt on the male's hand made his eyes droop. his eyelids felt heavy, but he still tried to watch the angel in front of him. up until he passed out of exhaustion.

jimin groggily woke up and groaned. he didn't open his eyes and felt something on his hand. he gripped tighter onto it, not wanting to let it go for some reason, and sighed in content. he rubbed his thumb along the soft surface that comforted him.

"... jimin?"

jimin's eyes shot open and he saw taehyung looking at him, shocked and blushing. he quickly took his hand away and jumped away; ending up falling on the floor.

"jimin!!" taehyung crawled to the side of the bed and held his hand out. "are you okay?"

the said mail rubbed his back that he banged on the floor and took his hand. taehyung hoisted him back up and back onto the bed.

"sorry i scared you. i just wasn't expecting you to hold my hand like that ..." taehyung bashfully smiled and looked everywhere but at jimin.

jimin gulped and looked away, too. he looked towards the clock.

12:54 am

his eyes widened and he looked at taehyung. "i think we slept for a couple hours ..."

taehyung looked at the time, too. "i'm surprised no one came in here. usually they'd bring your dinner and check if you didn't answer."

and jimin started to form a sweat. what if someone had come in and saw them? what if hyunjin had come in and saw them like that? what if jungkook came in?

and that's what scared him more. jimin was so conflicted with his feelings for both of the princes; he didn't want either to know about them. jungkook obviously knew about his conflicted feelings, but taehyung didn't. and he didn't want the two to surmise things about him if he didn't even know the answers himself.

"i-it's okay, jimin; i'm sure no one came in anyways! i-it was around 5 o'clock anyways so ..." taehyung saw the anxiety that built up in jimin's face. he out a hand on his hyung's shoulders in an attempt to comfort him. "i'll just go back to my room, okay? a-and tomorrow we can go out to the town! how about that?"

jimin held an inevitable small smile and looked down at his lap. taehyung always knew the right things to say and do whenever he was feeling down or anxious.

"yeah ... i'd like that. thanks, taehyung," jimin smiled warmly. "don't pass out on your way to your room."

taehyung smiles and nodded. "i'll try not to. good night, hyung." he got up and stretched his limbs before grabbing his phone.

"night, tae," jimin answered back and watched taehyung leave the room; closing the door behind him. the boy smiled even more and suddenly felt a burst of happiness fill him up. he had no wanting in his body any longer to sleep. taehyung just ... always put a pep in his step and made him feel so energized even if he was exhausted; mentally or physically. sometimes even both.

he looked down at his hands. he didn't realize how small they were himself until taehyung's ginormous hand engulfed them in ease. he smiled at the lost feeling of warmness on his hand. but he subconsciously started to rub his index and middle finger together on his other hand.

he groaned and looked at it. "what now? why am i still doing this?" he didn't have any anxiety in him; he didn't understand why he felt the need to do this. over and over again he contemplated why, but he secretly already knew.

with all the stress recently; he was starting to miss his once friendly companion. the only thing that was only there for him through tough times. the only thing there when his mother would scream and yell and through curses at him for something trivial he did wrong; sometimes not even anything. the only thing there when everyone on the island was cruel to him; doing cruel things to him. like that bastard wong runjin did. he still shuttered at the thought of that stupid asshole. he quickly shook the thought of the idiot out of his mind; already feeling his fingers rubbing together harder.

because he couldn't let his mind think of the island. it hurt too much to think of the dreadful place. he spent 18 years on that stupid place; not knowing what to do. he felt helpless, but always putting on a tough face and protruding muscles to act tough. because the only two ways to survive in moirae was either being a bitch, or being someone's bitch. and he refused to be the latter.

that's probably why he got his reputation so bad. he just didn't want people to think of him as weak and useless. but ... that's exactly what runjin thought of him. and after he tortured him ... everyone else started to think that. jimin has to actually stab three people in order to get his reputation back. and even after he did that it faltered a bit. the only way to reinstate it fully is if he killed someone; which he would never do. he would gladly give up his reputation instead of killing someone.

but ... after he's been staying here; jimin's noticed a lot of change in himself. more emotionally opening and active; not too depressed anymore; not the same amount of anxiety that consumed him at moirae (although he still feels a lot at lonnex, nonetheless); and his once muscle-filled, hard body turned into a soft, thin looking complexion. he didn't know where to question or just simply like the changes.

either way; he definitely liked the changed in his relationships.
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for those who rennet all the way back to chapter 15; i'm being runjin up again. this kid definitely had some impact on jimin's last and i'm looking to go more into that throughout the story. maybe a backstory chapter if i'm feelin rlly crazy.

anyways; i'm stressing over school and not liking how much coronavirus is picking up in the US.

i had more to go along with that but it went too deep and i don't wanna make wattpad like the news and have it be depressing so let's think happy thoughts. 🥰🥰

thanks for reading and stay safe, as always!

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