Not What You Read In Books

2. Recreating

Previously:

Usually I am so careful about these things, and would never, intentionally not use protection. I slipped up Bella please forgive me and give me a chance." He said his eyes silently pleading with me.

"Is it weird I don't remember anything about that night? I didn't even remember the club." I said laughing at my loss of memory. When he didn't laugh with me, I knew I had to ask the question we both knew was coming.

"Why did you bail in the morning?"

Chapter Two

Edward stood silently not saying anything at all. This wasn't good. But I was going to hold my ground.

"You said coming back here would give you the push you needed to ask me out. If that is true why did you bail on me?" I said keeping my voice uneven.

"I panicked. I thought you would freak out and not want to work for me anymore and then I wouldn't get to see and talk to you every week. I didn't want to lose you." He whispered.

I stared at him, his eyes looked tired. I briefly glanced at the clock beside me, it was three a.m! When the hell did that happen?

When my eyes returned to Edward his jaw was set tight and he seemed to be surveying my kitchen.

"Why are you looking at my kitchen like your one of those weird British ladies off 'How Clean is Your House'?" I asked him.

"No reason. Bella stop changing the subject will you give me a chance, so we can try and be a family, you, me and that little baby. I know Alice has pledge herself to this but I want to be there too. I don't want to look back in five years and think what could have been." He said taking a step closer to me bringing his hand up to my face.

"Baby cakes who's that adorable little pixie in your living ro-." My friend Jacob said walking into the kitchen "Oh you're having a private mo." He said before walking out of the room.

"Who was that?" Edward asked looking at the spot where Jacob had been.

"My best friend, none of the girls liked me in high school and Jacob had no interest in them, so we used to go watch the high school's football practice for fun." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"So he's ..." Edward began sounding awkward.

"As Christmas." I laughed, but the moment once again turned awkward as I hadn't answered Edward yet.

"Bella..." Edward began, but I wasn't going to answer until I knew something. I pulled him closer to me and caught his lips with mine. I can't date a guy who's a bad kisser. Even if he did knock me up. Edward wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me even closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I weaved my hands into his hair.

When I had to pull away to breath, he began to kiss along my neck. I jumped away from him when Rosalie's voice called through the apartment.

"Bella we're going to get going." She said when I arrived into the living room; Emmett was holding Joey closed to his chest. I nodded hugging and thanking her before walking over to Emmett.

"I'll call you tomorrow and we'll have a Bellie and Emmie day." I said giving him a one armed hug being aware of my sleeping nephew.

"Who bet you Bells, soon we can bring the mini's with us." He said smiling at me. This meant a lot to me as once Emmett gave something or someone a nickname it meant he approved. "Goodnight Pixie. Jakey. Edward." I internally sighed before shutting the door behind him.

"I'm going to head home too, and tell Jazz." Alice said picking up her purse. "I'll call you tomorrow once I have the doctor's appointment sorted."