"I am visiting my doctor to see how mine and Leon's baby is doing. I couldn't wait to see our baby. I was doing this alone since Leon is out on a mission. I mean I have been feeling pain and I told Leon about it and he told me to see what the doctor thinks.
This morning I was bleeding and it freaked me out, so I am looking forward to seeing the doctor see what they will tell me.
I arrived and got signed in and waited to be called.
"Mrs.Solo" the nurse called
I got up and followed her. She did the whole weight check and all of that before she left telling me the doctor will be with me soon.
After a bit, the doctor came in asked how I was doing and everything. I told her what happened this morning so she took me into the ultrasound room and had me lay down and lift my shirt.
She did the ultrasound and I could tell from the look on her face that something is wrong.
She looked from the screen where Leon's and my baby was and looked at me. I could tell something was very wrong.
"I am so sorry Mrs.Solo, but you have miscarried your baby" she informed me
I looked at her and cried. She handed me a tissue and allowed me some alone time. Which I would've called Leon but I don't know if he is done with his mission or not.
I wiped my eyes and sniffled when the doctor came in and started explaining the next steps is having to be taken.
I nodded and then sat up a procedure time for later that day before I thanked her and left heading home.
I walked into the door and I broke down.
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"Baby is that you?" Leon asked
I couldn't reply I was so heartbroken that I just dropped but he caught me and held me.
"Tell me what has you so heartbroken my love?"
"I lost our baby" I sobbed as I clung to him
He held me close
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I kept crying and he held me as he started to cry.
"I am so sorry that I miscarried our baby. I am so sorry" I told him so many times.
He told me that it was not my fault and that it was probably something that couldn't be prevented.
We stood there not saying anything just comforted each other with no words needed.
I had already told him when the procedure was to happen then what the steps were to take from that.
~~~~ I kissed Leon on the lips as I laid there after the procedure. I was hurting so much and I knew that Leon was hurting as well, I mean the two of us was just so excited about having our baby, we did early shopping and talked about names and everything.
The only thing we didn't do was tell anyone about our pregnancy in case this were to happen and now that it has its something that some people will find out about and that the baby things that were bought will have to be put away.
~~~
Leon and I were was sitting next to each other he had me in his arms and I wrapped my arms around him after he packed all the baby's things away.
"Is there anything I can do or get you?" Leon asked
"No thank you, darling. Just you being here with me is more than enough" I assure him.
He nods and holds me closer.
"I will be here with you through everything that happens from here on out" Leon promised.
