~Eleven~

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JIN POV:

Days are passing but JHOPE and my teacher's attitude is getting change and weird.

I am not being able to understand. Whenever I am being bullied or need him he is never there. And when I ask him he change the topic.

It was from the starting day ...He never ask me if I am okay? Why I am acting sad? Is anything wrong?

There was a time when a bully group made me fall I noticed JHOPE smirk but I let it slip from my mind I don't want to repeat that same mistake again.

I don't wanna lose another person the person i don't remember who? A blurr face making me feel loved and warm when i see or imagine. The one who always haunt my mind.

I ask JHOPE sometimes what happened. He simply say no. He no longer joke around. I think he is stress from exams that are coming. It's hardly 2 months left.

But TAEHYUNG attitude is getting weird he often call me to come by staff room to help. And when I go there, there is nothing to help. I guess he is helping me. But  he just come near to me. I am getting wrong vibes. He see me with affection. Not even alone he often come to me in class time stand by my side for a long time just notice what I am doing. And praise of the littlest things I do like answering his questions, making solutions, counting papers.

Whenever that happened I feel like my heart is not well he speed like FERARRI. Do I have a crush on him?

No

No

Nooo. It's wrong he is my teacher.

But he always help me. He even notice my mood swings.

I am worried and sad nowadays granny is not well. Whether I am in school or not home I am thinking of granny... please granny don't leave me please.....

"JIN"

"JIN"

"SEOK JINN!"

someone called I glanced and noticed TAEHYUNG is beside me and now sitting on a chair with me.

"ARE u ok?"

He asked...

"Yeah sir. Thank you. Exam month that's all"

I lied I don't want anyone to care or burden up themselves.I know I am impossible to be held, solved.

"R u sure?"

he asked again making eye contact.

"Yes, sir"

I said avoiding eye contact.

"You know you can tell me anything"

he said stopping his lecture and i know he continued to stare at me but i looked down. Then walked away as bell rang.Why I would say him? Why would I share with him? What he even think?

But in a piece of my heart want to share. But I can't make my bullies to speak anything bad...I don't want any other problem. JHOPE is also not talking like he always did... I want someone. GRANNYYY...I wanna scream out.

I laid my head on the table and let my tears ran away ...Soon I drifted to my sleep where I hear that again his voice his face is vanished from my mind but his voice and smile is still there.

"Jin..."

"Hey..."

"U know I am your angel right?"

"I'll protect you"

"Trust me please"

I can't take it. anymore. bear that I woke up and see the school was finished I grabbed my things clean my face from tear lines. I was happy tomorrow is holiday and I can spend my time with ABOOJI and GRANNY.

I went home I didn't wanted to dream about him again. I wanna forget him forever but I made promise with him...May be what I think was my mistake? What If I was wrong? What if he is still waiting for me?

What If he is hurt because of me? I was in my thought land when someone's voice made me come to reality..

"sir. We have arrived"

taxi driver said.

I paid him and went TO ABOOJI to spend whole weekend there. I know I am going to be scolded as I am supposed to be studying but I want peace and love..

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