Mr impossible'z angel[Jinkook]

~Forty-seven~

Jk pov:
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"JIN let's go down now"

"no I don't want too"

JIN was hugging me now for the last whole hour. His head was covering up by snow.

"JIN you can hug me when we get in room..it's getting cold now"

"i don't know"

He hugged me more close.

"what if you get sick?"

"it means you will be with me"

What he trying to say.

"let's go"

I tried to break the hug but he held my shirt that it will rip apart.

"it's that's way then"

"what?"

I held him tight and pulled his waist up.making him surprised. He wrapped his legs around my waist and arms around my neck.

I put my hands on under his thighs to make him tightly hug me. I wrapped my arms around his waist and started to walk toward the elevator.

"Ya! JUNGKOOK. I don't wanna go."

he struggled but my grip was so strong.We soon got to our room.I opened the door with some struggle.I placed him on bed and ran out of the room locking him in.

I went on roof to get the blankets and pillows. When I reached at the room. JIN's back was facing me. I know he is sad. I placed the blanket in laundry basket as it was covered in snow. And brushed my hands off. I went to bed. JIN didn't turned his back. I went closer to him. And put my arm on his waist.

I pulled him close to me. I noticed his sob.

I quickly turned him around. His eyes was red. I wiped his tears away.

"what happened?"

"..."

"sorry. Did I do something?"

"i am trouble. I am burden to you"

"umm no"

"you can go tomorrow. I can save myself on my own."

he turned around. I just got him back and he now want me to leave.

"why?.. what happened?"

I made him turn again. He started crying again.

"i ma burden. You will get sick of me"

JIN did this in past too. When someone told him that he is weird and weak. And everyone is sick off him.

"who said this?"

"..."

"jin who said this?"

He shocked his head.

"JIN tell me please."

I controlled my tears and anger. I can't imagine to lose him now.I hugged him. He sobbed my shirt got wet soon.

"shh. Tell me"

"J.."

"j?"

"JHOPE and TAEHYUNG"

"what did they tell you?"

"they...they tell me. I am idiot.I don't worth it. TAE sa..said you will leave me."

"i don't know what's happening? I- I feel good with you. My head hurt sometimes. It seems like this happened before too. I..-I'm getting used to you..what will I do If you leave me?.so.. go before..before I get a habit of seeing you, of your touch..of your smile..your everything feel good..I don't wanna get hurt again. When you were not here. I was not okay. But you came to me. It is giving me hope...."

He broke the hug and stood up when he was going to washroom. I held his hand and pulled him back to which he struggled but I pulled him again making me hover him.

He looked at me. My tears were running. He looked confused at seeing my tears.

"JIN listen. First I am not tired of you and I'll never be. you are not a burden. You are the light that came to my life. You are not idiot. You worth of all the love in the world. They are not worth of your love.I'll not leave you never.never .ever. If you get a habit of me I'll stick to you. Every second of my life......please..JIN.. never say you will leave me. I can't imagine losing you"

I took his hand and put on my heart.

"it hurt as hell even thinking of you are not with me"

"please...don't cry"

"hit me I am idiot..I always hurt you."

I took his hand and started slapping myself.

"JUNGKOOK.. JUNGKOOK please.. don't"

he took his hand away from my grip.

"don't cry..It hurts to see you crying"

I leaned in and wiped his tears and kissed his eyes,his eyebrows.

"YOU won't leave me..right?"

"JIN tell me you won't leave me right?"

"JIN please" I was a mess.

He took his hands to my face and wiped the tears away. I look into his eyes tried to read his eyes.

"JIN...please"

My chest started to hurt I controlled it.

I thought I'll get a panic attack if he said he will leave me.

"no"

"no I'll not"

"thank you..JIN..I promise you won't regret it."

I couldn't control the pain this time I clenched my chest.He seemed to notice it. He pulled my down. I was on top of him.

"shh it's okay. I am sorry I am the reason, I am so sorry. Now...no-w follow me. Breath in and breath out"

I was in pain.

"JUNGKOOK please follow me..I can't see like this please.I'll die "

I slowly followed him. After some minutes ,my breathing started to calm down. Then I noticed I was holding his arm.I loose the grip.

"JIN don't don't leave me"

He made me settle on the bed and covered me.

"i won't until you tell me."

"that day won't come.. come. Never." he smiled and kissed my temple and cheek.

He laid down. I held his hand afraid he will leave me . his one hand caress my cheek and other brushed my hair making me fell good. I closed my eyes.

When I felt JIN pulled me closer I quickly hugged him and he rubbed my back.

'what if? What if fate doesn't want us together?' I heared him whispering.

"i'll change the fate" I said making him shock..

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pǝnuᴉʇuoϽ ǝᗺ o⊥ .
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ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴠᴏᴛᴇ ᴀɴᴅ sʜᴀʀᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ