My Calamity (Ziall Ft. Larry) *Editing*

49. Winter Break pt. 2

This chapter has 1,161 words. Hope you in enjoy! So that it's short.

~ larrystylinson_Ziall

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[ Still November 24th, Saturday ]

~ Liam's Pov. ~

I finally landed in Wolverhampton after a 7 hour flight. I called a Taxi on my phone, but I have to wait 30 minutes for the taxi to arrive. I didn't mind as long as fans or paparazzi didn't come up and get into my personal space, especially when I'm on a break. I love the fans, but sometimes they could be to much. I'm happy that all that crazy life doesn't happen in my hometown and I'm more happy that I'm in my hometown so I could see all my love ones.

Soon the taxi arrived and he put my stuff in the trunk and I climbed into the backseat. During the long car ride to my childhood home, I was thinking about how it would be like right now if I was an father right now like the rest of my band mates. How would it be like if I had been carrying a little girl or boy in my arms right now, ready to show them off to my parents. And them being excited about them finally having a grandchild from their first and only son and first kid to have a child. I know my parents have been waiting for years for Ruth and Nicola to have a kid so she could bring a grandchild to see when they visit. Now my mum has been urging me, but first I need a girlfriend or even a boyfriend or Niall to build an relationship with and start a family. At this point I really don't care as long someone loves me and make a commitment. As long as that works, I don't care.

I'm not even sure that I'm gay or bisexual. I know for sure that I'm not straight cause I don't think straight guys have very hardcore sexual dreams about guys. I could be gay, but the only guy I have been attracted to is Niall. I think about him how a teenage girl thinks about her crush. I'm more attracted to Niall cause of his bubbly personality, I could be pansexual. I really feel like a teenage that is going through puberty and my hormones are going crazy that are making go through a phase that seems like I'm into guys.

I snap out my thoughts when the taxi driver pulls in front of my parents house. I get my money out my backpack and hand him the money. I hop out the car saying bye and grabbing my suitcases and other bags out the trunk. I walk up the driveway and onto to the porch. I knock on the door and a few seconds later my mother opened it. She smiled and squealed when she saw me. I laughed as she pulled me into a tight hug. She almost tackled me on to the floor. After a long period of time of hugging, she helps me with my stuff and allows me in.

Liam: Someone is very excited.

Karen: Sorry, I just really missed you. It's been almost 2 years since I last saw you.

Liam: It's alright mum, I miss you too! Where is dad?

Karen: You dad is in the shower. He is getting ready to go to the bar with some of his friends.

Liam: He decided to do that, the day I come. And in the afternoon.

Karen: It's never to early to get a drink. And I'm sure he'll let you go if you ask. He wasn't really sure when you would arrive and neither was I. So he had made some plans with his mates.

Liam: I hope he says yes, I could really go for some heavy drinking today.

Karen: Why? What's wrong love?

Liam: Nothing, just stress and love stuff.

Karen: Love stuff?

Liam: Yep.

Karen: What going on with you and Danielle that is stressful. Where is she by the way?

Liam: We broke up a few months ago. I have been in love with someone else for four years and I've just been using Danielle as a beard. We are just mates.

Karen: As a beard?

Liam:...........Yea.

Karen: Hold up! Liam let's go sit down on the couch.

She grabbed my wrist and lead me to the couch. We down next to each other and faced each other.

Karen: A beard Liam! Are you gay?

Liam: I don't know, I'm ultra confused right now. I know I'm not straight, I don't know, mum, it's just been stressing me out that I can't get the person who I truly love.

Karen: So this person you've been talking about is....a guy?

Liam: Yea.

Karen: Who is it Liam?

Liam: You promise you want scream at me or get mad when I say his name.

Karen: Why would I get mad?

Liam: Cause it depends on the person for you to get mad and I feel like you will yell at me for being in love with him.

Karen: Liam just tell me. I'm your mother and by keeping you, I mad an commitment to stay by your side, care for you, help you through probables, and to keep your secrets. I promise I want tell anyone, so tell me Liam.

Liam:.....Okay. Um, the person is Niall.

Karen: Niall? He is dating Zayn right?

Liam: Yes. I've been attracted to him since we started the X-Factor. I realized I've been love with him cause we were like best friends and we were the closet in the band. I been there when he said he was confused about his sexuality and when he got a boyfriend and had a bumpy relationship and cried for months over his break up. I was there for his cutting and he never noticed that I liked him or ever got attracted to me. Then he was having an affair with Zayn and started to get distant from me. Then he found out and got more distant and now we barely talk at all. It's just been a lot of stress and trouble for me that I can't get over him and then my feelings for him get stronger everyday. It's hard to know that he isn't mine and that he doesn't want me or think of me that way. We aren't even close anymore.

Karen: Aw my poor baby, are you gonna cry?

I nod my head as she pulls me in for a hug and I snuggle into her. I miss my mum, I wish she was part of the band tours. You always need a mother by your side. Tears were rolling down my face rapidly as sniffles a bit. She rubbed my back, telling me that it will be okay. I hope Niall and I some how have a future together and that things gets better. At least us having a future as best mates.