My Calamity (Ziall Ft. Larry) *Editing*

54. The Middle Of Starting Over

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~ larrystylinson_Ziall

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- Few Days After Christmas -

- December 28th -

~ Louis's Pov. ~

Harry and I started parking out suitcases to go back to London. Harry is still beyond pissed with me for slapping him and he ignored me since that day, and is still ignoring me. I keep trying to speak to Harry and Harry won't budge and talk to me. I'm started to get frustrated, but I must contain myself. If I want to earn the trust of Harry and everyone else, I had to learn to control my anger. I don't want Lilly or Leo or Darcy to group up with me not around or them scared of me. I wanna have an happy family with Harry and for us to grow with no abusive problems. I could probably have Harry or one of the triplets end up in the hospital, fighting for their life, like Lilly was. I certainly don't want Lilly to know about me almost killing her when she is older. I know she is gonna look at me different and I don't want her to afraid of me.

After Harry and I got all packed up, we headed downstairs and said goodbye to everyone. We got hugs, kisses, and emotional words being said to us. They were of course long goodbyes because we know it's gonna be a long time until we see them, and we barely have enough time to chat to them. When the band was first formed and we were eliminated from the X-Factor, then released our first single, we were crazy busy. We were going radio station to radio station and traveling a lot, then we got huge and ended up not see our families until almost two years later.

We were about a to leave to go to the airport, but Anne asked Harry if she could speak to him privately. Harry nodded and followed her in the kitchen. My mum asked me the same thing and I just followed into the hallway since no one was in there.

Louis: What you want to talk about mum?

Jay: Louis you need to get your act together cause you are slowly losing your mind. I don't know what has gotten into you over the years you been in s band, but I know I didn't raise my son to abuse the one's he loves. I taught you to cherish the ones you loves cause you never know when they'll be gone. And I know if you keeping hurting Harry and the triplets you are gonna lose them in a heartbeat. You already have Harry slipping through your fingers. He took his engagement ring off and he canceled your future wedding and now he is just totally ignoring you. One day he is just gonna be gone and your gonna he heart broken then you'll feel like some beat you and you'll also getting a beating from me too.

Louis: *scoffs* That's ridiculous and he only took the ring off because he realized that he was to young to get married anyways.

My mum crosses her arms and gives me that look, knowing that I was being super rude right now, I apologized.

Louis: Sorry.

Jay: See, the Louis I know wouldn't scoff at that, he would feel extremely guilty and think of a million things to make it up to Harry in a heart beat.

Louis: I do feel extremely guilty!

Jay: Well your not showing it.

Louis: Yes, cause I frustrated and mad.

Jay: Mad about what? Are you mad at Harry for ignoring you?

Louis: No, I am upset and mad and frustrated with myself. Not at Harry or the triplets or the family, just myself.

My mum sighs and then pulls me into hug. I huge her back as she rubs my back with her hand in an up down motion.

Jay: Please just go to London and make everything better Louis. Next time I see you, I better see a happy Larry family.