My Calamity (Ziall Ft. Larry) *Editing*

72. Relief

This chapter has 3,800 words. Enjoy.

~ larrystylinson_Ziall

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[ July 1st, Sunday ]

- Recovery Rehab Center -

~ Niall's Pov. ~

I was thinking deeply as my two roommates were about to go and head off to get lunch. It was like around 11:45 pm and they had 15 minutes until it was officially time for them to go get lunch. Yes two roommates, it was only Diego and Freddy still here. Smithy sadly didn't make out alive, it was probably why he was all snappy and moody that day. Maybe he wasn't feeling good about himself. I hate how I found him though. Yes, I was the one who found him in the bathroom drowned in a bath full of blood. It shocking and made me cried cause Smithy was the one I mainly started talking to in our dorm. He was excited to head back to school to0. He gave me his contact information so when I go home we could chat a bit and possibly hang out when he gets out, like Randy and Max wanted for us to do. Max also said that he wanted us possibly have our kids hang out together as well. I also told him that he could come over and I'll watch his twins while he tried to do some home work. He has been struggling with that and taking care of twins on his own.

His mum works all day and gets home until 7:30pm. His dad left is family when he was only for years old. He only has his little sister who is 12 years old. His grandma lives there, but she can't watch a baby at all. Max told me if I do this he'll do me a favor back as well and I agreed to it. Today is the day I finally get to leave this place and go back to London. Where my kids are, the band members, Zayn, and my parents. I can't wait to join them for tour. I'm so excited to finally leave this stupid place. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be though, so it really isn't stupid. It's just a place where you could relax and let things out that you been holding to yourself for a long period of time. But I miss Zayn and the kids, my parents, also the boys. I wonder how tour is going and if anything his happening.

I am now 7 months pregnant and I have an doctor appointment in two weeks with my regular doctor. I know Zayn will be excited to see me and finally see the babies on the sonogram. I still don't know the gender, but Zayn and I are gonna be finding out together in two weeks at the appointment. The boys should be back in London in a week to do shows in London and entire rest of the UK. Then they'll be going to Thailand after August or something like that. I am not sure, since I only heard about the schedule a little bit from the boys who of course all over the place with the tour schedule.

Smithy funerals was two weeks after and Kerry let a few us leave the premises to go to Queensbury and go to his funeral. As long as we stayed with the security guards, there was no trouble. It was very sad funeral, I haven't been to a lot, but this funeral really got to me. It was hard to see his family breaking out of tears. It really makes a suicidal person realize half of the damage they are doing after they are all done with them selves and completed their goal. My thoughts were interrupted by someones knocks on the door, who then opens the door up. I see it's Kerry who was at the door. She smiles over at me and them speaks over to me.

Kerry: Are you ready to go home Niall?

I nod while standing up from my bed and speak.

Niall: Yep! I am ready to go. I zip up my unzipped duffle bags and then tosses it on his shoulder, along with my guitar car, grabbing the lead which was attached to Midnight. I then follow Kerry after hugging Freddy and Diego good bye, also wishing them good luck.