crazy for you

Silent Cold War

I cry for the time that you were almost mine, Icry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you!

CHAPTER NINETEEN

Best what's wrong with you? you look so bothered again, any problem?

yes best! my heart is my problem! my marriage life is my problem! my love story is my problem!

ano na yan best ang dami naman niyang problem mo! abay talo mo pa ang pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa ah...best wag ka nga dyan magpaka OA over ka ha! kung lahat nalang ng problema ay nasa yo na and yet ganyan ka pa rin kaganda at kayaman aba friend aakuin ko na lahat ng problema sa mundo.

Cara feels like crying that moment but she try to control her tears to fall. Best bakit ganun! I almost have everything and yet I am not happy! I came from a rich family who provided me love and everything I need. I have my brothers and my parents who loves and cares for me so much, I have you as my bestfriend who also loves me, who always listen with all my sentiments and who also cares for me but then why do I feel this way? why can't I feel complete happiness? why do I feel so empty.

Cara ano nanaman bang drama yan! Ano nanaman bang problema mo?

best nag-away nanaman kami ni Alexis! I thought everything with us is okay! yesterday its our first year wedding anniversary but it was ruined just because he discovered that I was taking contraceptive pills. He got mad and now we're not okay again and then bigla pa pumasok sa eksena ang ex niyang si Sandra.

Assusual married life mo nanaman ang problem mo! best naman kasi kung hindi mo ipinilit ang sarili mo kay Alexis eh di sana hindi ka namomroblema ngayon. Best maganda ka, mayaman at maraming nagmamahal sayo wag mo na masyado pinoproblema yang si Alexis! C'mon best cheer up! ano gusto mo bar hopping tayo tonight! wag mo na hintayin si Alexis na sunduin ka ngayon! I'm sure hindi darating yun kung nag-aaway nanaman kayo! Hayaan mo nga siya! maswerte nga siya sayo eh, kasi you're young, rich and pretty ano pa ba ang hinahanap niya eh kung papatol siya ulit sa ex niya na Sandra na yun! hayaan mo siya! at least you are the original wife and you have all the rights!

yeah I may have all the rights but not his heart!

hehe...ayan ka nanaman sa dialogue mo na yan best! hayaan mo na, aside from his heart everthing with him naman is yours...specially yung nasa ibabang part niya...panunukso nito sa kanya!

Ay naku best pilya ka ha! I know what your thinking!

yummy ba? nang-iintrigang tanong nito sa kanya!

ang alin? ang ehem niya!

best ikaw ha! mag boyfriend ka na nga ng hindi ka ma curious dyan!

wala nga pumatol eh!

anong wala! ang sabihin mo napakasuplada mo lang kasi. so snabera ka, kaya takot sayo magparamdam ang mga boys! you're so pretty kaya like me.

yeah best thats precisely a fact but not so rich like you.

ok lang yun best hindi rin naman kayo poor.

yeah and still I'm so thankful kahit wala akong lovelife kaya ikaw best wag ka masyado emotera dyan kasi maswerte ka pa rin for having the man you love, unlike me tama na lang ako sa patingin tingin at pag-aadmire sa kanya, kontento na ako loving him in silent kasi alam ko na may mahal siyang iba na yung mahal naman niya na yun ay may mahal ding iba. Ang saklap ng love story naming dalawa anoh. hindi niya alam na mahal ko siya at siya naman hindi alam nung mahal niya na mahal niya ito kaya ayon he was also hurting inside just like me.