What If love is real

chapter 18

When I turned he took my arm , I can feel his hand on my arm it's so tight
"Don't touch me Zayn " I screamed
"Please just let me explain "he said and his hand was still on my arm .
I started thinking of Nate when he did it when he touched me like that to get me in bed to hit me and hurt me , tears start running on my cheeks

"I'm sorry "he said and let go of me
Just then Harry came and he seemed chocked by me crying and Zayn there he was giving this look at Zayn , a look to make him explain what is happening between us
"Harry can you please take me home " I said and I just wanted to go and hide in my room
"Yes of course do you want to go now" He said

"Yes i'm sorry , if of course you want to leave the party and give me a ride " I didn't know what to say , how did I ask that of course he wants to stay the party is for them , and he will not say no to me

"yes , of course I can take you do you want to tell Jenny First ? " I have to tell her , she will freak out

"Yes , I need to tell her but I can't find her " I said

"I think she is with Simon in the Conference Room " Harry Said

"Okey I'll go quickly and tell her that I'm going " I said

"Yes , I'll wait for you here " he smile and Zayn was still there standing next to Harry

I get into the hall , and start looking for that conference room , this thing is so big , there are a lot of people I barely managed to find it I opened the door , Jenny was talking with Simon

Zayn's POV

I just wanted to talk to her , to explain my self but she was very angry she didn't want to listen , to give me a chance to tell her that I'm really Sorry that I'm not like that Nate guy her ex , Why would she even compare me to him ? what did he do to her ?
She turned and start walking to the Hall entry I tried to stop her with my arm and she just gave me a killing glare , she was do different her eyes were darker than usual , she had tears on them , She was scared afraid of me , I only touched her , she screamed and Said Let go of me , And I said Sorry

Just then Harry came and he seemed chocked by seeing her crying and me standing here next to her , he did not know that I know Sandra , but I told him about her , not exactly her but the girl that I met on the flight.
he is now giving me this look , a look to make me explain what is happening between us .

"Harry can you please take me home " She asks from Harry , and I can feel the anger rushing on my body

"Yes of course do you want to go now" He said

she just said yes with a hesitating voice , She was really embarrassed by asking that from Harry , she was biting her lips and she was shaking , was she really afraid of me ? I will never hurt a girl, I never did that .

"yes , of course I can take you do you want to tell Jenny First ? " Jenny why would she Tell Jenny ?

"Yes , I need to tell her but I can't find her " Wait I didn't even ask my self why is she here ?

"I think she is with Simon in the Conference Room " Harry Said

"Okey I'll go quickly and tell her that I'm going " she said

"Yes , I'll wait for you here " he smiled at her

when she turned and Went into the Hall , Harry turned to me with a confused look

"What is that mate ? why was she crying ? " he started acting like a detective again

"Chill mate I'll tell you , Just tell me first why she have to tell Jenny that she is leaving ? " I ask and hope that he will not confirm what is on my mind that she is this girl , Jenny's niece that she told us about