What If love is real

Chapter 47 : Jealous

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For what it felt like a life time , I only saw a white fog in front of me , my back running with sweat even if its cold and my whole body is shaking .. and only a sentence is ringing in my head " Love is not real " , " Love will be never be real for you " ...

" You ok ? " Lea run towards me first as Zayn is still coming out of the car , my eyes are only gazing at him , anger and confusion flashing out

" I'm fine , why wouldn't I ? " I snap at her , even if she still did noting , she will , so I attacked in advance

" You seemed not alright " Am I still hallucinating or Lea is worried about me

" Told you I'm good "

" Okey shill then "

" whatever " I opened my car door , cause It was really no way that I get in with Zayn after he did what he did

" Hey ... Sandra , you here " Zayn said as he pressed his both lips together , of course embarrassed cause I caught him out of his important work

" Yes , I'm early and guess why ? .. Cause you said you have work to do .. And I wanted to come early to talk to you .. But I guess you're still busy .. we'll do it another day " I'm boiling from inside with anger , why he lied to me ... he said he's busy he can't give me a ride or be with me for the afternoon and now he's with Lea , and not any other girl LEA

" Do you have a pass on you Lea ? "

" Yes ! why ? " she's grabbing the pass in her hand , I took it away from her " you don't need it , You're with Zayn Malik "

Before she talks , I turned and walk away to show the pass to the security and go inside .. After passing the security , I walked through a big hall , and get inside a long corridor with rooms left and right , on each door there is a white paper with some words , Its just like movies , those must be the backstage rooms where the celebrities get ready , you've said it Sandy , celebrities and not people like, you have no place in here .

The minute that I left Zayn in there without giving him the chance to talk , I felt all my emotions mixed , I was angry , pissed of , confused , sad .. I fought the tears off my eyes , I couldn't show anyone that I'm weak .. Not again , So I went to the nearest bathroom that I could find , and adjusted my makeup to look so Happy and beautiful , I will never show a guy that I'm weak never

I was almost at the end of the corridor when I heard , screams and laughs , I presumed they are Liam , Louis , Niall and Harry . They obviously won't hear my light polite knocks on the wooden door

I open the door and Four guys are sitting on a sofa playing games , I'm only seeing their backs , something is weird about them , their hair colours are different

" yo Guys .. " I said a little louder so they could hear me

" hi .. " The four guys said with a harmonised voice and I was surprised by who they are , their obviously not one direction

" Sorry , I .. thought you're Harry , Liam , Niall and Louis " I could swear that my cheeks are red

" Nah , we're not , but Its an honor to confuse us with 1D " A Guy with black hair with a gold quiff , tanned skin said

" Yeah , well I should go , Sorry to disturb "

" Its all good " A guy with curled brown hair and a black bandana said " Enjoy our concert if you're watching tonight " now it is the turn of the pink haired guy , I nod and get out as fast as I could cause I was so embarrassed , I couldn't know who they are .. And I mistook them with 1D ...