chapter 19

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we arrived home , I hugged harry and thanked him , I walked home , and went to my bedroom , I removed this dress it was really tight , I wore a shirt and jumped inside my bed , I really don't know how to look at Zayn in his eyes , I'm so embarrassed of him , I get jealous , why ? I don't love him ? or like him ? I don't even want a relationship with someone , I covered my self start looking at the stars in the sky and Think again about this What if probability it may be true that Zayn is a good person and Nate is the only beast in my story .

Memories : 

I was crying in my room , my lip is swollen from nate punch , how could he hit a girl , hit his girlfriend , he was jealous of that guy , he didn’t even let me explain and who the hell told him , The next morning I woke up I had some blue on my body and lip is scratched , If my parents or Sam saw me like that they will Kill Nate 

“Kelly are you awake “ Mom is calling for me 

“Yes mom , I’m changing don’t come in “ I lied I was about to change I just don’t want to her to see  me like that 

“ Okey just come down quickly “ She saids 

I quickly put on a pair of Jeans , Sweater , I covered my hands so she can’t see the marks that Nate left on me and I went downstairs 

“Mom , I’m here “ I said , and walked to the hall , Nate was sitting on the couch , What is he doing here ? 

“What are you doing here ? “ I whispered to Nate’s face I don’t want my mom to hear that conversation , and I don’t want to make a scene now 

“I’m here to talk “ He said 

“No I don’t have anything to hear from you or to say Go “ I snap , trying to keep my voice down

“Please let’s talk , I’m sure you don’t want your mom to know about what I did “ He said and I don”t want her to hear this , she will freak out 

“Okey I’ll give you 5 minutes , let’s go out to the garden “ We both head outside to the garden , so no one can hear us and outside so he can not try and do anything to me 

“Sandra I’m sorry about yesterday” He said 

“You’re sorry , look what you did Nate you hits me , you were drunk and hurt me “ I said and showed him the bruises on my arm 

“I’m so sorry Sandy please forgive me , You know I don’t really realise what I’m doing when I’m drunk “ He said 

“Stop drinking then , It’s the second time Nate that you do something for me “ The last time when he forced me to kiss him on this party 

“I will I promise , And I was just angry because of that guy , because I love you Sandy “ Jealous , and he loves me , it’s the first that he said that 

“You don’t have to be Jealous Nate , I already told you that I love you and I only love you not anyone else and it’s not really an excuse to treat me that way “ I said 

“Please Sandy just forgive me this time , it will be the last I promise “ and he lean and try to kiss me but I pull back and …. 

“Oh my god “ I screamed and jumped of my place , Calm down Sandra it’s just a dream a bad one 

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