What If love is real

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Wow this a the longest chapter I guess, its a complete Zayn POV , telling what happened to make him forget about Sandy and not calling her back while on a tour , hope you enjoyed it , vote and comment plz - xx

Zayn's POV :

I stormed out of her room after she was whining about some boy, the anger filling my body as I walked down the stairs remembering when I came everyday to see her, when she never thought of giving me a chance, she never thought about how much I love  her and suffered for her when she was having nightmares , when she was in pain I was too, I wanted to take the life out of that bastard who did that to her . I clench my fist every time I imagine her fighting him , when I imagine him beating  her leaving a scar in her white skin.

" Zayn .. Zayn " somebody took my arm making me stop
" What ? " I snapped at Louis who's running out of breath his back bended hand on his knees
" I was calling for you " He said through his heavy breathing
" Yes ! I figured out , I suppose you want something " I growled , impatient to go home and drink or smoke something , only way to forget and let everything out.
" Can we talk ? " He asked and before I spoke he continued " And don't say no, and stop snapping at me "

" Okey ! Give me a ride home , we can talk on our way there" I suggested and he nods in agreement
" So ! What's the matter ? " I turned to Louis who started the car engine
" Have you talked to Sandra after we came back ? " He asked and I know exactly where this is going.
" No and I don't want to " I answered head down, remembering what has happened on NYC .

" You're judging the girl by hearing only one side of the story " He said making my whole body jump to the front at his sudden brake
" You almost killed me man what the hell !!! " I growled opening the car door heading to my house who was only 1 minute away now .
" I don't understand, before leaving you were head and heels over the girl and after this shit of a girl who calls herself best friend spoke to you ,you changed 360 degrees , we don't change on someone that fast Zayn specially if you were fool for her " He shouted following my steps, I know he's right about what he's saying but what this Melanie girl said was so convincing that I started doubting all what Sandra has told me before.

" Stop Zayn I'm talking to you " He yelled grabbing my arm.
" Okey we will talk later " I said just to avoid him
" talk to the girl not to me " he ordered
" I will " I annoyedly said
" I don't need you empty promises, if you're going to do it , do it soon before it get worser" He insisted
" Okey now let me go , Perry is waiting " I murmured
" Yeah about that , stop being with a girl you don't love just to tease Sandra . She had enough already ! " He warned leaving me standing there , everything got mixed up in my head . Perry is just a girl who wanted to be with me, she helped me a lot , she loves me but I told her I'm not ready for any kind of relationship, we never even hooked up beside a one or two times we kissed and I was drunk.

Throwback
" Are you guys ready ? " Liam took us in a Hug as were getting ready for out third concert in NYC.
" Totally " Niall excitedly said
" Still nervous " I complained - four years and couldn't get out of my stage stress
" Don't worry , what are we here for " Harry reassured patting my back
" And someone with your fan base and marvelous high notes shouldn't be nervous " Louis smiled cheering me up
" Guys be ready in 5 " Stage Manager yelled from across the hall
We headed to the stage - screaming in excitement , we sang our hearts out, no one messed up except for Harry falling twice as usual, Louis and I played with water , Liam and Niall also joined later. The fans were absolutely amazing , they repeated all the lyrics with us, they had pan cards ready for everyone of us. We Sang Happy birthday to a lucky girl, she was so Happy and we were more Happy because we made her that way.
After we finished the concert , we headed to the backstage room to change our clothes.

" Who wants to go to a club tonight ?" louis asked
" Nah I'm so tired " Liam and Niall said together
" Harry ? " Louis said as he took him in a back hug
" No , I promised to spend time with Lea's family" He said and I remembered if Sandra was here, we would totally hang out with her family since they leave here near to Lea's .
" Zayn !!! " He pouted as he said my name
" Yes lets go " I couldn't refuse anything to Louis specially with this kind of face

After struggling to go the car, we settled waiting for the security to drive us to a club, I gave a call to Sandra , she was fine and she said that she missed me , she went all the time to my house and my jacket kept her safe from any nightmares . louis spoke to her too.
The club was pretty crowded but we managed to pass to the VIP room, we had some friends there from our tour , we danced and had a lot of fun together , a girl was on the table near to ours , she was looking at our direction the whole time , she was pretty but I wasn't interested in meeting any girls , my heart was still with Sandy . And I promised I would wait for her till she is ready.

" Hi Zayn! " The girl suddenly approached our table.
" Hi " I greeted back with a smile
" I'm Melanie " She yelled through the loud Music , now that she's close and with her name, I remembered seeing her somewhere, she might be a fan that I have on Twitter or already met before.
" You don't know me , but I'm Sandy's best friend " She said and I remembered how Sandra used to talk all the time about her best friend that she left in NYC
" Oh yeah I do know you , Sandra talks about you all the time " I smiled invited her to join us.
louis frowned before I introduced him , he thought she was some girl I'm trying to spend the night with , he whispered to my ear that he doesn't like her and she seems dangerous. I ignored his thoughts
After having a drink together , I went with Louis outside to have some air and smoke, Melanie wanted to come along. We kept talking about her and Sandra
" So , how a hot boy like you doesn't have a girlfriend " She asked flashing a smile at me.
" Its just like that " I said unconvinced, how come she doesn't know about Sandra and I .
" Sandra told me that you're a total playboy, you tried to had a one night stand with her as you usually do with girls " She stated and continue " but trust me if there is anyone who know Sandra better its me , When we were young we used to tell this story to boys so they can fall of us , how we were bad treated or addicted because of problems and trust me we totally got them " she laughed before realizing that she was revealing way too much , I guess that she noticed my face expression at what she was telling, I was in total shock and so was Louis.

" wow!! You are something, and you still do that" I asked curiously remembering Sandra's story with Nate
" I don't think Sandra will do that " Louis interfered, anger showing in his voice tone
" Trust me I'm her best friend for 20 years " she smiled raising her glass , she is drunk but still conscious and aware of her sayings
" And she wouldn't be mad hearing her best friend telling bad things about her " Louis said totally defending Sandra
" Well I guess, and besides She deserves it , I won't let her mess with the boys I love " she pointed at us winking
" And I guess you had plenty of boyfriends ? " I asked anger filling my throat, what if this is real.
" Well yeah, I'm still pretty and I honestly wasn't using this game a lot, it was Sandra's and this is how she took Nate from me" She said the shock filled my eyes as she mumbled how much she loved Nate that boy who supposedly hurts and raped Sandy .

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I shook my head to get back to reality, What Melanie said was shocking but still I need to talk to Sandra about it, As soon as her image haunted my head again, her blue eyes her rose cheeks , the way she blushes when someone compliment her.
" Fuck she is a liar " I murmured remembering Mel's story
" what did you say " Perry asked , I didn't notice when she joined me outside
" Nothing" I smiled and turned back to my memories
" Look who's there " she waved as she yelled Harry's name .