Chapter 40 : Together and Not

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"You are mastering that right now hm " Zayn said after we pulled away from the breath taking kissing...

"Mastering ... what ? "I hesitantly ask .. Of course he meant mastering kissing , no he won't say that .. Would he ?

" Making me fall just to kiss you .. You could've just asked u know .. !" He sarcastically said

" Get away from me .. " I toss him up from me , we were cool and I was all emerged by the emotions and the good feeling and here is Zayn starting with his annoying jokes

"Oh you annoyed ... How cute " he pinches my cheeks .. And the heat start raising through my body .. With every Zayn's touch my hormones starts working excited than usual which annoys me more

"Can we eat now " I growl .. I wanted to get away from him , I was so embarrassed by my red face .. And he would've noticed and start joking again

" Yes .. " He smile at me and he starts walking towards the kitchen as I'm following behind ..

He suddenly turned and fixed his glowing eyes on me " what ? " My eyebrows furrowed by his weird and intense look at me .. I looked at my body to see if there is anything wrong

" You know you can trust me , and be comfortable around me ; You know I will never hurt you or broke your heart right Sandy " his words went straight to my heart, he can't do that to me , be so kind , so understanding, caring, whatever kind words exist ..

Zayn have them all .. While I don't give up on hiding my story .. Its not like that I'm not trusting him but I'm not trusting myself.

I couldn't get any words out of my mouth. I stood up looking at his beautiful angelic face and his mind blowing voice.. I make two steps towards him and I crush my body on his .. With best hug that I could manage to give .

" You mean so much to me Zayn , don't give up on me please "

" I won't .. " He tighten his arms around me .. Making the goosebumps fills my skin

- We had a nice breakfast prepared by Zayn of course , he is such a good cook for a guy but he is living by himself..

" Where did you learn to cook ? " I am now eating some homemade cookies .. I can't stop eating when I'm with him .. I can't stop smiling and having fun .. The life is really different but positively different with Zayn

" My mom and I have three sisters .. So you can say its a given " he said sure of his self with a proud smile

" Oh I didn't know you have sisters .. You're so lucky, I always wanted a sister " Sam is good too but a sister would be great

" Yes I'm really lucky to have them .. They are annoying sometimes but so great , I miss them .. I don't see them a lot you know and that makes me sometimes want to drop everything and go to my family .. The life is so hard without them , without the people that you love around you " his eyes tearing? Oh my god, I've never seen Zayn like that .. He surely miss them a lot

" Yes I totally understand you .. I'm far away from my family too so I know it's really hard to not be able to see them everyday like you used to " thinking of family right now.. Makes me miss my own so much

" Yea " he said and quickly turned his face to wipe off a tear from his eye .. He didn't want me to see it obviously and I acted like I've not

" What is this magical room that I saw earlier ? " I tried to change the subject , he is clearly sad about not being able to be with his family ..

" Its just a room , a special one " he frowns

" What ? tell me more .. Are you a serial killer or you hiding something in there ? " I joke

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