What If love is real

Chapter 52 : a Friend

heyyy Guys I missed you - so sorry for this so so late update.. I had so many things to do , I was in Madrid and now I'm back to my country - Wrote the half of the chapter on the plane, I hope its good .. I wanted to update it really fast .. love you please keep voting and commenting. ❤️

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I know that right now my face is so red , I can't look up neither left or right - I'm so shy to look at everyone after what Zayn did .. He could of just sang it or do nothing at all  why showing my face to everyone on the flat screen - I'm so embarrassed and I'm for sure not on a mood too hear any confessions . He said now that he cares about me and I'm more than a friend but the way he treated me , talked to me earlier is not what more than friends mean ... He made me tells everything in front of everyone.. A part of me is regretting it YES! But I'm also relieved that all the people that I wanted to be friends with know my past .. I just don't want them to pity me or change the way they look or treat me .. This is why I was afraid to let everyone know back home ..

" this is so romantic " Lea excitedly says to me , well I guess yes it was .. But I didn't think about it or consider it as an apology from Zayn , my heart and neither my head are thinking straight right now .
" you're so Lucky, I never knew that Zayn has this side .. He hid it so well" I guess he's good at hiding his many faces since I didn't know he has the rude angry face that he showed earlier
" If I were you .. I will go up to the stage and kiss him in front of everyone " she adds
" you said it .. That would be you Not me !! " not in a million ways

" yeah !! You want to say you're not jealous of all the girls who are screaming ZAYN MARRY ME !! or ZAYN I LOVE YOU !! " she imitate the way they screamed
" NO I'm not Jealous and why would I be .. Its not like we're married or share any kind of relationship!!!? "
" Oh really!!! " she said it in a mocking tone.. Like if I'm Lying
" Yes Lea .. really.. I'm not interested in any relationship not now or Later Never .. Zayn is Nada to me .. " I thought about it for a second and keep on " yes he's nothing.. He was just someone who was here for me when I was alone and still affected by what Nate did " I wish this will be the end of this stupid conversation
" oh Look at you ... You're trying to prove that to your self babe .. You clearly have feelings for him and he does too " she said moving up and down her brows

" why am I even explaining to you .. Its not like we are friends.. Why are you interested in my personal life.. You weren't years ago , just keep acting the way you are .. This does not suit you at all  !!!! " I'm right .. Her face turned red but I had too .. And It's true, she ditched me years ago and now she's acting like my best friend ...
I need my best friend right now .. Melanie, I missed her so much .. I wonder what she's doing right now .

" They also say you're a bitch and uglier than Zayn ! " she sticks her tongue out like a baby ..  This comment took a little smile out of me .. And whatever I don't care what everybody is saying
The song about me .. Or dedicated to me as Zayn said had ended.. And everyone's attention has turned to the boys on stage instead of me . I can hear some bad mouthing here and there but I act like If I'm not .. I dealt with so many that I get used to them .

Sam's POV ( Sandra's Borther )

" Melanie Stop ! " She's been avoiding me for days .. Which means everything is true and god she ran faster than I thought
" What Sam .. What part of I don't want to talk to you .. You did not understood ??? " she screamed making everyone's attention towards us
"Why you don't want to talk to me ? Or maybe  you're  hiding something? " she stopped for a second
" what ? What could I be hiding... " her words were hesitant and with an unsure steps, she moves away from me
" I don't know ... You tell me "
" nothing of course.. I'm not hiding anything, I mean .. What could I possibly hide .. It's not that I ever hid something from you or Sandra " she explained with a trembling words
" so why are you mad at me ?!! "
" Never Mind .. " I raise a brow at her " just because you were making fun of me earlier in front of everyone " she timidly say

" what ??! Really, you know I just like to have fun with you .. We do that all the time .. " that was funny, I mean I always was like that with her .. " I'm sorry "
" you're not even serious , you're laughing " she hit my stomach and returned to her fast walking
" ok I'm sorry really... " Sandra will kill me If she heard that
" okey just stop following me .. " she snaps , which means she is still angry .
" is what everyone saying is true?! " she stops again her back facing me
" what is everyone saying?! " she hesitated at first
" you and Nate are together?! " I hope that she says no ..
" its none of your business!! "
" so its true ... "
" I'm not saying its true and it has nothing to do with you !!! "
" he was with Sandra , you're best friend .. And you know he's telling everyone about her .. He is a bad guy for you Mel " I know that she doesn't know the whole story of Nate and Sandra , Revenge..etc . But she knows that he did some bad things .

" Sandra will be okay with it ... And if it didn't work out between her and Nate does not mean it won't work with him and I !! "
" he's a bad guy for you Melanie ... You can't consider having a relationship with him ?? "
" we are already together Sam . And please don't budge in .. Its none of your business "
" you're unbelievable. After what he did to your best friend .. You still want him . "
" I don't even know who was the source of the problem . We all know Sandra .. And I don't even know if she really was with her aunt or in Rehab ... Sandra the brilliant student will leave a week of courses to go to London !! please Sam " how could she say all of that ??? For sure Nate who's filling her head with all this bullshit !!

" what ??! How could you say that !!! We're talking about Sandra .. Your life friend "
" I know. I don't need you to remind me "
" Nate rapped her Mel . He forced her ... Nate is a bad fucking Guy ... " I let it out and I don't care if Sandra get angry at me .. But I can't let Mel be with him .. I can't do that mistake again
" What ! Is this your way to separate us .. Fuck you Sam "
" I'm saying the truth. Go and ask him !! "
"I know everything Sam .. I know that she begged him to sleep with her "