What If love is real

Chapter 39 : I'm with you

Hi everyone .. Sorry if I did a lot if mistakes on this Chapter .. My MAC is not working :(( so I had to write from my phone .. Its a little bit short because I wasn't going to update today but I promised MalikxLife so here it is :D
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The white light of the rising sun woke me up ... At first I forgot where am I ? But five seconds later .. Flashes from what happened yesterday brought me back to life ..

Zayn is still beside me sleeping , my head was resting on his bare chest , my eyes were examining the inked tattoos .. It is like a piece of art .. Its well done in an artistic way .. Not messy but every tattoo is exactly where its belong .. My favorite is his quote in Arabic words ..

I slowly moved his hand from on top of me , and I make my way out of his arms without waking him up .. I covered the bright light with black curtain , letting Zayn sleep a bit more.. I know after what happened yesterday.. I startled him from his sleep , he spent the night comforting me ..

I wasn't asleep at first , I felt his hand taping on my shoulder while other one is smoothly caressing my hair .. His eyes didn't left me .. From a time to another he let out a sighting of anger , sadness because of me .. And he said he will never ever leave me .. That's the only thing that makes me woke up and be alive for him ..

I walked downstairs , I wasn't really hungry and I'm not a massive fan of Tv ... I've never actually explored Zayn's house its really big and I'm sure it had a lot of mysterious places .. I already know upstairs there is the room where I always sleep , Zayn's bedroom .. There is another two with big rooms .. They are still unfurnished...

Hmm speaking of that when I first met Zayn , actually more than twice I saw him coming from the other side of the house .. the backyard, and he is like always shirtless and different like if he was in another world .. Like how to say it ? Another side of Zayn

I didn't notice until I found my self outside , my feet decided for my brain .. I am walking in the direction of the back of the house .. I'm only wearing Zayn's shirt , its a little bit cold .. But bearable.. I'm also bare footed and the dewy grass is tickling my under feet

There is a small house at the backyard .. Its so nice its like those doll house or no it's exactly like the house of the dwarfs in Snow White movie.

I pushed the small door and get in , its dark and I can't see anything .. I left the door open to let the sun light come in .. And lighten the room ..
The walls are all white and in different colors inside .. They are not painted in colors .. But they are just like street art walls .. In graffiti and cartoons.. Its so nice and different from anything I've seen before

My eyes get lost from checking a paint after another .. Books , scratches , walls ... Every piece was totally different and more beautiful than the other .. You can just sit in here and forget about the world .. The walls tell a story , its seems sad , deep and well done .

So this is why Zayn come out differently from here , this is why he looks so much different when he walk out from this room , he is an artist .. Singing is also an art but those things are a different kind of arts , they make you believe the unbelievable.. They give you hope freedom and life

My eyes catches a board nicely putted on a shelf but its covered with a nice silk black fabric ... My hand reach out to move the fabric so I can see what is underneath it , it is catchy and mysterious

I was about to remove the fabric when a familiar hand take mine away " you stalking ? " Zayn's sleepy voice said

" Sorry.. It was somehow captivating" I shyly smile .. This is so embarrassing

" you haven't slept all the rest of the night ? " He ask , he knew I slept cause he was watching me .. But yea I faked it for the first half but after that I felt asleep

" No . I just woke up " I quietly say

" And you decided to explore " he smile , his eyes are still half closed , his hair a bit messy but he look sexy as hell

" Yes , You never offered actually.. " I bit my lip as I talk

" Sorry Madame , should we do it now or after breakfast " he jokes

" I'm hungry .. Let's do it after Mr.Malik "

" let's have breakfast then " he took my hand and I follow

We get out of the cabin , Zayn is leading the way and I'm following behind , my hand in his .. He walks a little faster than I .. I'm walking slower cause I was being cautious where I'm walking .. I am barefooted . I took my hand away from his .. I didn't want to but its just slipped

" What ? " He turns raising a brow at me

" You walking a little fast .. And I'm not wearing any shoes " I pointed to my feet

" oh sorry wait " he bend down and take me in his arms and I screamed out of surprise

" Zayn put me down " I tap his back , he was holding me on his shoulder my face on his back and my feet shaking on his chest

" Stop moving .. We will both fall " Zayn warn me and I behave

We get into the house , I was still on Zayn's shoulder .. " I can walk now " I tap his back so he can let me down

" What if I don't want ? " I threaten and I can feel his sarcastic smile even if I'm not really seeing

" Zayn don't play with me " I tap his back and shake to get down but he is just to damn strong

" Ohh you scared me " he jokes and tickle my feet

I laugh hysterically , I can't bare tickling, I'm so ticklish and he already knew ... " Zayn please please stop " I said in between my angry laughs

" Beg again. " He is so annoying and of course I'm just rock headed and stubborn .. I start taping his back and shaking my legs until I make him fall on the couch and I felt on him

We are both awkwardly looking at each other , both surprised.. What am I saying not surprised ! But we didn't kiss for so long .. its not like that we used to kiss everyday ... Yes I lost it .. I don't know what to think or do when he is around and not any around .. So much close that I can feel his warm breath against me

" Thank god .. The couch was here " Zayn said

" Hm yeah and you were here for me " I smile at him ... Why he looks hotter when I'm close to him

" You know what normal people do when they fall at each other like that " he said biting on his lip .. Can he just stop doing this , I'm already all turned on by looking at him so closely

" Nope " I shake my head

" I don't know .. in the movies its usually the guy who falls on top of the girl, and their both lips crush and ... " He starts explaining ... He is so insane .. Yeah exactly like our first kiss . how could he not remember ? I've said that in my mind

" Like this " Before I finish my words , I lean my head more closer to him making our lips touch , I pulled out .. Zayn looks at me without words and I'm doing the same ..

He might be surprised, he thought that I am scared of all the boys of touching because of what he saw at the club , when I wanted his hand off me and my nightmare .. but I'm not , not from Zayn ..

I feel more safe and secure by his side , I feel like kissing , hugging touching him doing all the things that I've never wanted or wished to do with a guy ... I just have to overcome my fear ..

I'm afraid of myself , I'm afraid of being afraid when I will touch him .. When I will do it with him ... I'm scared if I started remembering Nate all over again ... I'm horrified to let Zayn down...

As I was dazed in my thoughts Zayn took the chance and get back to kissing me .. I kissed him slowly. I felt his lips pick up the pressure and felt his tongue on my bottom lip.

Opening up I felt his tongue slip into my mouth and we kissed for a few seconds not caring about how uncomfortable we were , until the need for air became to important and we pulled away