What If love is real

Chapter 60

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She was wearing a white blouse , a man's blouse obviously Zayn's . She was blond , a beautiful golden shiny hair, her eyes were blue like the ocean and her curves, her body was mesmerizing, like a mermaid.
What about him ? When he turned to look at her , his eyes were sparkling an obvious smile at the side of his lips , his hand rested on her arm.
"Sandra" he said and stopped for a while to look at her.
" Hi , I'm Perry" she pushed her hand to shake mine.
I stood frozen, not able to pronounce a proper word , the girl was confident and smiling, Zayn was Zayn looking blankly at me as if he saw some ghost , someone unexpected which I assume is that he never was expecting to see me. Which means us is over there is no us.
" Are you Zayn's friend , come on In !! " she pulled me inside , without hesitation I followed , I didn't want to but I was out of my mind my eyes were still blocked on Zayn and his on the ground scrubbing his head looking everywhere , he's stressed I know.

" I don't want to bother , I need to go" I stated as soon as She offered a drink. She was still half naked Zayn too .
" or do you want to talk to Zayn ? I can wait upstairs its fine " she smiled to both of us.
" No no .. There is no need , I'm going " I said turning around looking for the door , I was lost in my thoughts lost because the man of my life is in front of me but I'm with no power , restless and can't prove what I came for .
" Ok ! I'll walk you to the door " Zayn said and started walking in front. How can he say that? That was uncalled for.

He opened the door and walked with me till the end of the garden, I said bye without looking at him and I kept walking before he grabbed my arm.
" Why did you left ? " he asked
" Because you're with someone , and you didn't bother asking me to stay just a moment ago" heat was raising in my body, life getting back to me, I started realizing what I saw, what happened inside
" why did you left yesterday ? I was talking about yesterday night !! " he is angry , his hand firm on my arm
" I was tired , I was .. " he cut me off
" not ready, scared .. What about now why did you come ? " as if he was reading my mind , I wanted to yell Yes I was scared but not of meeting you , scared of what you've become , scared of what I saw now you forgetting about all your promises you with some other girl.

" I was running , and I passed by to .. " he cuts me off again

" To what? to see me ? "he was so close to me

" No .. I mean yes " I panicked, yes I came to see him but couldn't admit it , not when I saw him with someone .
" Maybe you came to return this " he harshly said , pointing to his jacket that I was wearing
I took it off, but I don't want to give it to him , its the only reminder that I have of our memories. He didn't hesitate either to take it even though he saw me only wearing a light tank top and it was still raining and cold . He snatched it from my hand and head back to his house.
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I arrived home safe but soaked from the heavy rain and my white top had become a see through , I managed to cover my breast by crossing my arms on top of them.
I was shivering before I hurried to the shower and started pouring warm water on top of my bare skin.
I spend the rest of the evening switching from my laptop to my economics paper , I have to repass the test tomorrow . While watching my Facebook wall I noticed some news on the boys, their upcoming album and Zayn's new hairstyle and high notes on the tour .

I woke up startled from the loud knocks on the door, I was soaked from my own sweat, the sun has already gone and the voices outside my door are getting louder
" can I come in ? " He said
" yess " I knew its Harry from his voice but he probably have some company judging from the many sounds outside
" You were sleeping " He entered followed by Niall Liam Louis and Zayn .
" yas " I said through my unexpected yawn
Niall and Liam sat on the couch in front on my bed while Louis and Harry started bickering on my bed to make me stand up and Zayn stood by the door , eyes fixed on the floor , his feet tapping on the ground ready to leave
" Make yourself comfortable Zayn " I unexpectedly said, I was annoyed by his presence , he just literally insulted me in front of his house and now he's in my bedroom, acting like if he was forced to come in .
" I'm fine " he snaps
Everyone was silent , the air was awkward, Harry was eying Zayn while Liam and Niall were whispering probably about Zayn and I .
My loud and dry coughing has a little bit eased the weirdness.
" Are you sick ? " Harry asked , but I couldn't stop my coughing to reply . He gave me a cup of water
" I guess so , I was running this morning and I got soaked up with rain wearing only a tank top " I said looking at Zayn, who was doing same biting on his lip and scratching the back of his head , signs of him getting nervous or feeling bad and he should .

" here take those " Liam gave me some pills that he said he carry all the time in his car
" Thanks " I said after hardly swallowing them making everyone laugh .
After eating some snacks , and chatting with the guys I was scrolling on my Facebook newsfeed to show them a funny video I've seen yesterday .
" Oh my god " Suddenly my eyes stopped on a picture not only shocked me but it made me drop my drop my phone on the ground and all my body froze .