What If love is real

80.

We barely managed to sneak into the building where Zayn's new studio is.
The paparazzi were following him all the time to get an exclusive of Zayn after the breakup, will he just live a normal life like the Management wrote or is he on something else?
They basically just want to get into his personal life and that is exactly what made him quit the band and the fame.
But once you're famous you are with your scandals and bad habits and personal life you'll never run from them that easy.

"You're quiet" Zayn remarked as soon as he opened the door for us to get in.

its still empty just a couple of chairs, a vintage carpet and drawing on the walls that screams Zayn and a bed laying simply on the floor.

"Its a mess right" He shyly tried to convince my examining looks that were all but judging
"Not at all, I find it ... so you, simple and creative" I answered while my eyes were still wondering around the cozy place
"Yes right" he threw his lazy body on the bed dragging mine with him
" I swear, don't you know me by now" I rolled my eyes at his sudden dumb expression
" how could I not !" he smiles holding his lower lip and kisses my hand

After a long silence and between each other's arms thinking of everyone that happened these last weeks, Zayn shifted a little bit so that he can see my face and clenched his teeth before talking " do you think that I'm a bad person ?"
"Why are you saying that ?"
"Have you seen what people are saying about me, I'm a traitor and I failed my friends my fans and the people who trusted me and get me to where I am today" he sighed before lighting up the cigarette that was hanging behind his ear and continued

"you know when I decided to quit, I did it because I was tired of pretending that I'm liking the music that we were doing and I've never had a say in all of it .. I sure as hell love the boys and loved the times that we spent together but I thought, no in fact I know that it is now our time to just shine and do what we like don't you think?"

"I am a hundred percent with you on this, you know that and the boys,the fans your family are with you too okey. You've done what you know is right and do not regret it or feel bad because its done and over and you're still you and that's what matters" I couldn't help but throw my self in his hold ignoring the fresh smoke that he jus blew out

" I love you Zayn Malik" I whispers inhaling his sent
" I love you to the moon and back" he replied squeezing me tightly to his hard chest

And how could I complain!

I opened my eyes started by the loud noises and bangs behind the studio door, I didn't realize we felt asleep until I saw Zayn's mouth half open and one of his arms is hanging on my chest while the other was supporting my head.
It's a little bit dark outside but darker inside, I slowly shifted away from Zayn and tried to find my phone to only find his.
We dozed off for almost an hour, I concluded after looking at the bright blinding screen.

"Coming" I almost forgot about the strangers banging on the door
"Where are you, we're freezing here" Harry said in between of the boys complains
"Its not even cold for you to freeze" I was pushed away for them to pass through. And as I thought, they straightly went to tease poor Zayn who's now curled like a big yarn ball.
Harry laid on top of Zayn and all of them joined while Niall started singing a loud weird lullaby in his ear. I laughed intrigued by how could he still get annoyed and get back to sleep so comfortably as nothing is happening around him. But ultimately, he gave up and went straight to the bathroom eyes closed.

" we were supposed to meet an hour ago" Liam announced in a stern voice, reminding me of that times when my I always was late to my therapy sessions with dr. Edgars !
" Yes sorry about that, I'll make it up for you guys" I hinted to the menu paper on my hand, I figured its better if we ordered food here and talked unless they wanted to pass through the enormous camera flashes outside the building

After a few hours of talking, singing and too much eating, the boys decided to call it quits and leave us love birds alone, as Harry says.
"See, told you that you're going to stay best friends for life" I whispered near his ear as I hug me from the back and burry my nose in his irresistible wooden smell
He didn't say anything, instead his thin lips landed on mine and I quickly responded, as if I had a choice.

The evening went by like this, us in each other's arms, not ready to give up in the one i love not now, not today, not ever again.

———— After one year

My mind went back and forth between how I was five years ago and how I am right now, clean slate, forgave everyone and now happily married l with the one person I love the most. The END !!!

Sorry I knooow not the end anyone expected even me, but i started working and my life get so busier by the day and I noticed no one is reading my story anymore, so if anyone arrived to the end I m apologizing for this end and I promise that one day I will continue. Thank you so much to the ones whi encouraged me to write and believe in myself