What If love is real

Chapter 21

What if I met Zayn before Nate , If only he was there to protect me and open my eyes whenever I forget Nate for what he was doing to me , I feel so bad for rejecting Zayn's Request I really like him too but I just can't , I'm not ready to start anything for now , but I will thought about it later , I will try to get over my fear and start getting closer to him , I DO LIKE HIM

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Sunday morning I woke up very late , I'm a heavy sleeper and when the opportunity comes to me I can hibernate for twenty four hours
I get out of my bed took a quick warm shower , put on some comfortable clothes
I wonder if Jenny's home , she always woke me up on Sundays back in California, she loves to go out on the weekend, shopping and eat out

Her room is on three doors away from mine , I still don't know why she needs a mansion with a lot of rooms when she is living alone , I will never live like that alone, I get scared of being alone in a big space since I was a child , I hate being alone, I hate swimming, I hate boys not all of them , I love roller coasters , I want to spend a whole week in Disneyland

I knocked on a Jenny's door but she didn't answer so I opened , the room was dark and I can't believe that Jenny is still sleeping
I opened the curtains, the sun shades break into the room straight to where is Jenny

"Jenny wake up " I said and start passing my hand in her hair but she didn't move

"Jenny its past 12 common " I start to shake her now

"Oh sandy !! Why are so annoying in the morning " she says and cover her self with duvet

"It's past 12 Jenny " I said and pull away the cover from her body

"Oh my god sandy I was working last night and I'm tired " she says and I feel bad for her, but if she sleeps my she won't be able to sleep at night for work tomorrow

"Mrs. Deen Jennifer this is not an appropriate behavior, leaving your guest hanging out alone " I said with a serious voice

"Sandy you must be in a good and I will not ruin it for you " she said looking at me and she finally opened her eyes

"Yes I am " I smile, I don't why I'm in such a happy mood but I will do everything to not ruin it

"Love in the air " Jenny said and get out of the bad

"You really want to ruin that day don't you " I said and I know what is she meaning by that , I didn't even told her about Zayn

"I won't I promise, I'll take a shower and we will plan something for the rest of the day " she winks at me

"Okey , I'll prepare you breakfast" I smile

"Please don't burn the house"she mocks , I did it once at home, past home

"Don't worry" I said and walk out from the room

I walk down to the kitchen, Diana is not here today , Jenny told me that she spend time with her daughters on the weekend and some days in the week she sleep here, I wonder what happened without her husband
I took flour , sugar and necessary ingredients for pancakes, I make a good breakfast pancakes, our cook that I miss so much taught me , I easily break the eggs I usually don't, I mixed everything and let in rest for a few minutes.
In the meantime, I starts warming the pan , and here is the first one , I did good on the first , the second one was not completely round but the taste is the most important, the others were good

"Thank god you're safe" Jenny said

"You're exaggerating Jennifer" I said and she laughs

I put honey syrup on Jenny's pancakes and chocolate on mine , I love everything with chocolate