What If love is real

Chapter 42 : Prank

OHHHH HEEEYY GUYS —- OMG Its been a really looooong time , 2 weeks , I missed writing , but I'm done now with my finals , today was the last day of my 4 years in my collegee SAD AND HAPPY :D

" Zayn get out of the room , I'm coming out of the shower " after some longue kisses between Zayn's lips and Mines , I took a shower , we both forgot that he have a rehearsal to go to

" My eyes are closed don't worry " he claims behind the door and of course I don't believe

" Just close your eyes Zayn More tightly than that " I said when I get out all covered in my bath robe , he can't actually see a thing

" There is nothing to see ... " He smirks at what am I wearing , the bath robe was actually really long and puffy haha

I went to the dressing room and he followed of course , he childly closed his beautiful eyes .. I quickly grabbed some underwear from the drawer and wore them , I really don't have any breast to hide , I'm like a ten years old girl .

" If you have a girlfriend , what do you like her to wear ? " I wondered what is Zayn's perfect girl ... And its time to ask

" Hm.. I really don't give it much , everything looks good on you " He smirks .. he tease like he always do

" Yeah , You know I asked about something else , you never answer "

" And you Never answer too " He said and I know what he is meaning exactly

" I will wait outside , don't be late " he said and get out of the room , I never asked though , I felt empty when he left and I know he's angry and sad because I don't want to tell him about my past ..

I gave up and wore my usual me , black ripped jeans and white shirt , matched them with white converse .. I didn't do much to my face beside a base cream and a little pink to my dead cheeks

" I'm ready " I smile at Zayn sleepy figure on the couch

" It was about time " he flicked his eyebrows and start walking towards the door

he get into the car and I did the same , he started driving and I just stayed silent cause I know what exactly is bothering him

we don't know what we are , we go out together , we kiss , he know what he wants but I don't and I can't tell him and this is what is pissing him off ... I should tell him tonight , I can't be that selfish , I should either tell him or stop joking around his feeling , I'm not like that ...

" Zayn " I called his name hoping that he will look at me and cheer up a little bit

" Yes " he said with no life in his words again

" Are you fine ? " I put my hand on his

" Yes I am , don't worry " he smiles and close his hand on mine

" Is it about me ? "

" No , I'm just tired , this days were to stressful and I'm also stressed about the new album " he looks at me and smile , love feeling his light eyes

" Okey " I said and kiss his cheek , he smiles and I push his head to look at the road

Zayn parked in front of a big stadium , a lot of fan girls standing in the front screaming his name and holding pictures of the boys and I should really start considering my self lucky to be here next to Zayn , And I don't give it a lot of thoughts when one of this could literally kill to be with , I'm such a stupid selfish girl ...