EXES AND OH'S

Réchauffé 2.0

Insane. I've gone fucking insane. 

This is just beyond crazy for me to even allow this to happen. A huge part of my brain tells me that this is so fucking wrong, but my heart and body just screams the opposite. 

And with Levi's every kiss, there's a huge inner fight I'm battling. I have to stop — I should. But I really don't want to. 

I could push and shove Levi away, but I'm just struck by his proximity, of everything he is. His scent alone numbs my senses. And as if it isn't enough, the perfect fit of his mouth on mine brings me a staggering rush of adrenaline from his ardent, hungry kisses. There's just no room and time left for thinking anymore. Levi's already consumed all of me and left me brain-dead just with the power of his sweet lips and tongue.

I finally let my instinct take over logic, killing my mental process. There's no way I could stop myself from this anyway. I've never wanted — loved, someone so bad.

Levi cups the sides of my face with both hands as my fingers slide along his sculpted biceps. The mere feeling of his skin grazing against mine sends pleasant shivers all over my body. And dear God, how I missed him — just every fucking thing about him.

Heat start to rise up from every inch of myself that I'm no longer able to control. There's nothing but the sound of Levi's gasps drawing me in, awakening something that's been long asleep inside of me.

Whatever this is, it's just constantly pulling me in — the urgency of our kiss, the way his body is pressed against mine, his hands warm and untamed as he runs them all over my body. His touch feels so familiar, and so fucking good, it's like I'm going to burst into tears. 

Levi slides his hands to the sides of my waist, prompting me to wrap my legs around his hips. I place my arms on top of his strong shoulders and rake my fingers through his soft curly hair, while my other hand slides down his back for support as he walks us to the guest house right by the pool. 

He closes the door with his foot as our lips and tongues continue to clash and fight. And moments later, we're already inside one of the bedrooms and Levi lays us both down on the huge spring mattress. 

It's dark and super quiet inside. The only light source was the full moon hovering over the midnight blue California sky, shining through the roof's glass panels. Our bodies are bathing in the faint glow of the moonlight. It's as if the stars and galaxies finally aligned to bring us to this moment — there just couldn't be a more perfect place and time.

"Undress me," I pull away to whisper against Levi's swollen lips, and he's quick to oblige. He helps me get out of my jacket, dress, lace bras and panties. I kick everything to the floor on top of my boots. 

Levi kneels up and stops for a moment to eye my now fully naked self while slowly unbuttoning his long-sleeved denim shirt. I sit up, and out of extreme impatience I reach for Levi's shirt and just forcefully rip and pull it open, the buttons popping out from the buttonholes and rolling onto the tiled bedroom floor. 

We both giggle, our soft voices filling the silence of the space around us. And while unzipping and stripping his black denim jeans off of him, Levi leans down my face to claim my mouth once again. I can hear his every intake of breath, while I hear my heart's wild fluttering against my chest — and the human noises we make as we kissed was just beyond sensual. I haven't felt this kind of high before, not with any drug I've ever tried.

"Lie down," Levi breathes against my lips as soon as he got himself naked. I do as I'm told, and he kneels between my legs before pulling on my waist.