EXES AND OH'S

Still The One

I am engulfed in shock as Levi decided to just kiss me oh-so-fucking-suddenly. And as a result of that shock, I push him away from me with some force. I step back a little, and I let out a small gasp as my back hits the cold metal door of the fridge.

Our eyes are just locked on each other for a few seconds — not saying anything, both of us panting and heaving shallow breaths through our parted lips. 

The tension is back. And this time, it's just gotten stronger and way more consuming. I can feel the electricity pulsating on the very little space between me and Levi. It's crackling like thunder and lightning bolts. Levi's body heat is radiating through towards me, and it's making all the hair on my skin stand up on its ends.

I look into Levi's green eyes and I see a rolling montage of all of our time together in the past — in New York, LA. All of it's still here, I haven't forgotten any of it. It feels so new and fresh like everything was just yesterday.

I stood there, my heart thumping in my chest, as if I'm seeing him with fresh eyes. The sound of my heart is loud enough for him to hear, strong enough to overwhelm everything but those inquisitive green eyes.

I'm still so fucking in love with you.

Did he really say just that? I'm reeling. It's just so... fucking illogical, ludicrous and extremely difficult to believe. How could he still love me? After all this time? After all the fucked up things I've put him through?

Well, maybe I could find the answer within my own self. Because even I... am still madly in love with Levi. Yes, it's true. I tried to bury all my memories of him, but it's simply impossible. There's just no moving on past Levi. My feelings for him is absolute and inevitable.

My head is fucking spinning, and a whirlwind of emotions are running through my entire body. All of this is just too much. 

Not exactly knowing what to do, my gaze drops to Levi's trembling pink lips. I'll fucking let my gut decide then. Fazed and shaking, I find myself lunging towards him, reaching and pulling on his nape to press his face against mine.

A primal groan reverberates from the back of his throat as our lips and tongues collide. I let out soft moans, too. It was all too familiar — the entire feel of him. 

Levi grabs for my waist and presses his body hard against mine. And as if he himself is starting to lose balance, he leans both our bodies against the door of the fridge. 

Fucking adrenaline rush. 

There's too much of it that I nearly forgot how to breathe. My hooded eyes jump from Levi's lips to his eyes, my heart a ticking bomb as the pulsing warmth of his tongue conquered the depths of my mouth — hungry, consuming, pulling me into the warmth of him as if he's the center of my own gravity.

I grab a handful of Levi's hair and tug on it hard as we devour each other in hot, fervent kisses. 

And God, I missed being with him like this.

Levi responds to my touch by sliding his hands to my butt, grabbing it hard and presses his groin to my stomach. We both hear the fridge rattle as we rest both our weight against it, the bottles and contents inside clinking.

I missed him so fucking much, it's driving me crazy. His scent is intoxicating me, sending me into a spiral. And after all this time, he's still the same Levi I so loved. 

He's still the one — and simply just the only one.

Levi's lips trail down my neck, kissing and breathing me in. I tip my head up and I find myself gasping as I try to regain sense in his arms. He then hikes my skirt up a little and lifts me upward against the fridge, allowing my legs to wrap around his waist. My nude stiletto pumps fall on the floor, and Levi stops nuzzling on my neck for a moment to look deep into my eyes.