Fateful | Park Jimin 🔞

~ 2.23 ~

Whimpering you moved your head to the right in your sleep. You were half awake as you saw yourself tracing a man's torso with your fingers. There were some letters tattooed on his rib. You kissed each letter on him tenderly with so much love and pulled back to look at it. 'NEVERMIND' you read the word in a whisper. When you looked up at the man and saw him smiling at you with so much love, you jerked open your eyes and sucked in a breath.

Jimmy! You sat up on your bed with a hand on your chest. You didn't know if what you saw was a memory or a dream but you keep seeing him a lot ever since he left you.

Jimmy.. No matter how much I think about it, the answer is you. But still I'm writing the wrong answer in my heart. I try pushing you out but you're still there. And now you're inside my dreams. Even though I'm miles away now, why do I feel like I will never escape you?  You spoke to him in your head like the past couple of days. It's a way you found to cope up with the fact that he is gone. 

It's been almost a week since you moved to Seoul. Leaving your friends and memories behind in Singapore was really hard, specially June. At one point you almost fought with Jungkook for deciding to move back here. But you knew it was not his fault and you were happy that Jungkook has come this far and was on his top level of his career. So you didn't make a big of a fuzz. 

Everything felt so foreign and different here. So many things had changed compared to what you remembered. Jungkook showed you around the first two days a little and some places were still the same. You wanted to go see your house here in Seoul but you didn't have time. Jungkook promised to take you there on the weekend so you waited. You felt lonely stuck in this apartment that Jungkook's company offered him. But it was bearable because June would video call you and speak to you for hours daily.  

"Precious?" You heard Jungkook calling you.

"Coming." Groaning you stretched yourself  and got out of the bed. Normally Jungkook would let you sleep and make breakfast for you before going to work. But today he was expecting some delivery sent by his brother in Busan. So he wanted you to be awake to accept them.

Things were slowly getting back to normal with you and Jungkook. He was more responsible and attentive now. But you are still not ready to start over just yet. The move to Seoul and the events that happened in the past still had you all tied up. 

When you got outside of your room, Jungkook was looking at two different ties in his hand, trying to decide which one to wear. Now since he is holding a higher post, he had been dressing up formally in suits. He looks matured now, specially with a new haircut. And that made you happy.

"Which one?" He asks showing you the two ties when he sees you approaching him.

"Hmm.. This one looks better." You say taking the dark blue one which had tiny white dots on it. You lift his collar and bring the tie around his neck to fix it for him. You looked up and he gave you his soft bunny smile which you returned. But then you had a sudden whiplash of Jimin standing in front of you and you are fixing his tie. Once again when Jungkook's face came into the view, you stumbled back a little in shock.