Fateful | Park Jimin 🔞

~ 2.22 ~

Next morning you got out of the house early as possible. You needed to fix things immediately. What you did was wrong, you didn't want things between you and Jungkook to fall through after so much. What you did to him was terrible. You felt cheap and wrong. The whole night you were miserable trying to think what your heart wants and what is right. 

But earlier when you were heading to your room and saw Jungkook sleeping on the couch in the cold, your heart shattered. There were so many empty beer cans on the coffee table and on the floor. The living room looked like a mess and he was sleeping with a pained expression on his face. Just the sight of him made you want to cry all over again. In that moment you knew what was need to be done.

You grabbed your phone which was lying there on the floor and asked Jimin to meet you. You didn't want to meet him in the café so he asked you to come over to June's shop since she opens it up early. You thought it was the best and you didn't mind June being there because she is your friend. 

Your heart was beating erratically and your palms were moist with sweat. Unexplainable feelings took over you as you finally stood in front of June's shop. Your heart was stinging and you still felt like crying. You didn't know how to face Jimin anymore and it hurts. But you knew this should be done for the better. You couldn't watch everything fall apart. You owe everything to Jungkook. Including your life because it was him who took care of you ever since you were kids. 

Taking a deep breath you entered the shop. June was sitting in the corner arranging fresh flowers in baskets. She looked tired and she gave you a small smile . But luckily she didn't ask anything. You were a bit nervous as you took a glance around.

"Is he here?" You ask in a low hushed voice.

"Go.. he is in there." June says softly pointing to her store room at the other end of the shop. You give June a desperate look as your insides felt like it was caught in a destructive vortex. Why is this hard? Why is my heart refusing to go ahead with my plan? You questioned yourself. June noticed your discomfort and walked towards you.

"It's going to be ok. I'll step out for few minutes and put up the closed sign. Just take your time." June says in an assuring manner and her words gave a bit of comfort. Once you give a nod June walks out and did what she said. You let out a deep sigh and head towards the store room. 

You bit your bottom lip hard to control your emotions as you saw Jimin seated on a stool with his body sloped forward, hands clasped together between his legs and head hung low. Noticing your presence he looked up at you making your heart stop for a second as your eyes met. 

"Y/n.." Your name left his lips in a whisper and he stood up to come to you. But you quickly stopped him. You didn't even know if you could do what you came to do because after seeing him, a burning sensation wrapped around your heart. It felt like your soul was preventing you from something. And everything that you wanted to say left your mind and was forgotten in seconds. 

Jimin looked at you with a worry filled sad face as he stood still few feet away from you. "Are you ok?" Is the first thing he asked in a very caring manner after seeing your red puffed eyes and swollen face.