Emily's Secret (Jemily)

Chapter 64

JJ's POV

After falling asleep against Emily after trying to be mad at her.. wasn't working too well.  I was awake again at 5am. Puking my guts out and trying not to wake up Emily. Thinking back to last night, I know this job is something she has always wanted and I want her to be happy I just wish it wasn't while I was pregnant.

She is going to be working a lot more now leaving me with a newborn by myself.

I hear Emily get out of bed and a few seconds later she was coming through the door and kneeling down to hold my hair and rub my back. Ever since the baby started to love around a lot more now I have been feeling even sicker,

"You're okay, just let it out" Emily says and runs my back while I roll my eyes, what does she think I'm doing? Okay, Maybe I'm still a little bitter about the job

"I'm okay" I say pulling back from the toilet and flushing it and resting against my heels

"You okay now?" She ask and I nod

"Yea, but you need to get out so I can pee" I say and she smiles and kisses my head and walks out leaving me to use the bathroom

Once I finish peeing and wipe I notice blood on the toilet paper and I feel the color drain from my face,

It's Normal though right? Spotting or whatever while you're pregnant. Doesn't mean something is wrong. With my heart now beating a little faster and my stomach feeling even more nauseous, I flushed the toilet washed my hands and walked back into the room. Emily was laying on the bed reading a book with the lamp on

"Hey, are you okay? You don't look too good" she says getting out of bed and walking over to me

"I'm bleeding" I say

"What do you mean you're bleeding? Where?" She ask and a wave of realization hits her

"Are you okay? Maybe we should go to the doctor? Yea I think we should go to the doctor" she says frantically running around the room looking for her shoes while I climb back into bed and hug one of her pillows

"Jayje?" She ask cautiously and sits down on the bed

"It's fine Emily. It's probably just nothing" I assure her

"But what if it's not? What if-" she starts but then stops

"What if I'm miscarrying?" I ask and she looks down at her hands

"If I am Emily there nothing they can do about it, plus it was only a little, it's nothing" I say and she still looks at me hesitantly

"Are you coming back to bed or should I go lay with Kenna?" I ask and she sighs and gets back into bed with me

"Promise me if you continue to bleed you tell me and let me take you to the doctor" she says

"Okay." I say and lay on her chest

"Say it Jennifer" she says

"Okay, I promise I will tell you" I say and she sighs,

"I love you" she says and kisses my lips before laying back against the pillows

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After Emily and I fell back asleep it was a Saturday and we didn't have to go in to work, I really miss being out in the field, I'm going to have to get back into it. Staying with Penelope is great but I'm a field agent, and not being able to go out sucks

I woke back up and the clock read 9:02. I woke up alone in bed though. I really like waking up to Emily even if she gets on my nerves,

I got up and quickly made my way to the bathroom, I just had this feeling and sure enough, I was still bleeding only more this time. I was startled when Emily knocked on the door