addiction - hyunchan

twenty-four

hyunjin swayed side to side to the obnoxiously loud stereo system playing in chan's car while the elder drove him to who knows where. a wide smile on his face appeared as he blew out the smoke from the blunt he'd rolled minutes before. although it was not a sober smile, chan admired that the younger was actually smiling for a change.

it had been two hours on the road, and was now nearly 8pm. the sun was setting, yet the two boys had no intention to be heading back soon. chan laughed a bit at hyunjins loud singing along with the music as he turned it down to talk. "hyun, should we go to the ridge to watch the sunset?"

"ouu sounds romantic" hyunjin laughed turning the music back up. he had failed to answer the question or acknowledged how he sounded when speaking but chan laughed it off as he too was having an enjoyable time.

time rolled by and chan finally pulled up to the ridge. it was a small pull off on the side of the road located at the top of the mountain giving the two an amazing view of the colorful sunset. chan lowered the music again turning to hyunjin who was chewing on the string to his sweatshirt subconsciously. "you good? do you feel alright? let me know if you feel sick or—"

hyunjin snapped out of his trance and turned to chan with a laugh. "chill out channie, i feel amazing right now. and this—this world looks so beautiful...thank you for taking me here."

chan smiled upon the words, especially the nickname, and view of hyunjin who had the golden essence of the setting sun glowing on his skin. "of course, this was fun...youre fun to hang with." chan stated smiling back. he truly was having a blast with hyunjin, both laughing and singing as if all their problems had drifted away.

at this point the music was off and the two males were simply talking about anything and everything that came to mind. it had come to hyunjins mind that other than being an asshole, he didn't know much about chan. today he learned he had been a part time producer but quit to focus on his studies, he has a dog named berry and a few siblings back in australia.

as goes for chan. he too did not know much about hyunjin aside from having shitty parents and a drug addiction. today he learned that unfortunately there wasn't much more to him. being an addict like hyunjin consumes so much of your life and takes away so many opportunities. the poor boy had his whole teen years taken away, aside from the occasional parties where he felt a bit normal around masses of other high students.

"can i smoke more?" hyunjin asked, taking off his sweatshirt as he was too hot for comfort.

chan watched hyunjin slip off the sweatshirt to see he also had no shirt on underneath and was now only in some loose sweatpants. "i-um yeah let me get it for you" he hadn't meant to stuffer but it's hard not to when the youngers extremely attractive tan upper body was out on full display. the elder soon grabbed his bag handing hyunjin the ziplock bag of weed and rolling paper.

hyunjin used his fingers to break up the buds and eventually rolled him a blunt, now grabbing the lighter and lighting it. after the first long hit, he held it in his lungs for a few moments before blowing all the smoke into chan's face. he had expected to be yelled at or something of that sort, but instead the elder simply laughed and took the blunt from his hand. chan then brought it up between his lips and took a hit before doing the same and blowing all the smoke into hyunjins face.

the two continued to pass it back and fourth until the blunt was finished, both not realizing how close their faces had gotten while joking around and blowing smoke at each other. "holy shit i'm so fucking high" chan chuckled, still staring into hyunjins eyes.

"fuck, me too" the addict laughed.

"i see why you took off your shirt, it sucks my AC doesn't work" chan said sitting back and sliding off his shirt as well, leaving them both in only sweatpants. hyunjins eyes widened at how fucking built chan was, his muscles were so toned. he was so lost in staring he hadn't noticed how close chan got again. maybe it was the high, or maybe it was the energy around them for having a good and giddy evening but he didn't even notice he was staring until he looked up and caught eyes with a smirking chan.  "guess who got caught staring this time." chan teased.

"yeah, 15 year old me was lucky as hell"

the elder completely stopped his other rambling thoughts to focus on the words hyunjin had said. finally he'd realized 15 year old hyunjin was the hyunjin he'd had sex with. his eyes began to flicker between the youngers plump wet lips and before he could say or make the first move, hyunjin had gripped the back of his head and captured their lips in an off the bat heated make out.

the possibility of this being something they would have done sober was quite unlikely, but to the fortunes of both males in this moment, neither of them were sober enough to not enjoy the feeling of their tongues grazing each others.

"we should get in the backseat" hyunjin mumbled against the others lips, chan complied and the two crawled into the back, chan laying down on the seat while the addict sat on top of his groin. hyunjin then attached his lips to chan's once again, moaning into the others mouth when a pair of hands had slipped into his pants and grabbed his ass firmly.

slowly but surely the two had disregarded their pants and continued to kiss one another harder than any other make outs they'd encountered. it's something that was bound to happen between the two after many awkward exchanged eye contacts, tension when chan had to change hyunjins clothes or help him into the shower, to the unexpected warming hugs hyunjin has been giving him throughout the week and the quality time they spent learning about one another in the car. every small detail added up to form this moment.

a moment they will remember this time.