addiction - hyunchan

twenty-eight

(not revised, i can't read)

class. hyunjin still begged to go to class that day, and chan couldn't help but tell him yes to ease his shaken state. luckily, the first class of the day chan had with the addict so there was time to get him settled down before he had to go off on his own for the first time.

as the two walked into the auditorium, most eyes followed the two curiously wound wring why the males who were known by the students and teaches as the ones who had always gotten into physical fights with one another. so to them it was quite a sight to see them walking peacefully side by side.

chan took a seat setting his bag on the floor beneath him while hyunjin did the same, seating himself next to the elder. "are you alright" chan's voice asked comfortable, seeing hyunjin was a bit uncomfortable from all the stares.

"i would be if people would stop fucking staring at me" he snarled, face twisting in disgust at the students glaring.

chan chuckled to see hyunjin at least back to his aggressive self other than the vulnerable boy he'd been taking care of. "just ignore them, most of them are probably just confused why we're sitting next to each other."

class went by smoothly, a simple lecture that hyunjin refused to take notes on. weather he was better and now capable of holding the responsibility of his grades properly, he was and had always been one to not take class seriously, even before drug abuse. a stereotypical teenage thing to do.

"alright, class you are dismissed, hyunjin please meet me in my office." these words that rang through hyunjins ears seemed oh so familiar as the last time he had attended this class he was called into the same woman's office for attendance purposes.

chan turned to hyunjin holding onto his wrist before he left. "wait hyun, after this go to your classes and come right back to the dorm. do not go anywhere else and do not meet up with anyone i don't know. you still don't have a phone yet so do as i say, alright?" chan told. as much as he was just being protective to make sure hyunjin didn't get hurt or in a stressful situation on his own because he was an addict and still knew multiple people and places where he could get drugs. chan couldn't let that happen so he needed to set a few rules for the boys own sake.

but after a boring class, he seemed a bit too controlling to hyunjin. "don't get too comfortable with me chan." he stated, keeping a straight face while looking into the elders eyes. "i'm still my own person and can do what i want."

attempted to pull his arm away from chan but the elders grip got tighter, pulling him closer than before. "hyunjin, i care for you and quite frankly after this morning i don't think you should even be coming to class. this is for your own good. outside by yourself you are vulnerable and weak, even the smallest thing that gets you stressed causes you the need to get high. and i'm afraid that if i'm not there to stop you, nobody will not even yourself. so i'll say it one more time, come straight to the dorm when you're done with your classes. you may be your own person and not want me to get to comfortable with being the one in charge of you, but right now hyunjin, i know more about you than anyone else." everything single word that chan spoke was nothing but the truth, and hyunjin knew that.

yet the single concept of someone having so much control over him itself made him stressed. nonetheless, he had to meet his teacher and chan had a class to attend so he had to agree. "understood, i'll be back right after class." he mumbled slipping out of chan's grasp and heading towards the teachers office.

as for chan, he had to put trust into hyunjins words that he would do as he said. because if hyunjin were to not come back, chan would have nobody but himself to blame.

...

hyunjin was on his way back to his dorm after his last class when he was stopped by another student. "hyunjin, right?" she asked with a delicate smile.

despite hyunjin promising not to talk to anyone chan didn't know, one innocent girl wouldn't be harmful. "yeah, whats up?" he said, flashing a smile back to seem friendly.

"well there's a party these weekends at my place... what's your snap? so i can snap u my address. i'd really like you to come..." she said sending hyunjin into a slight panic since he didn't have snap nor a phone to be able to contact this girl about a party he indeed wanted to attend. the thought of using chans phone crossed his mind, it would be risky because he thought chan would never allow him to a party after getting sober. but the risk was worth it to go out and have fun, especially since he was slightly irritated with chan that day.

"uh i'm...i left my phone in the dorm but i have a pen so just write it on my arm" he played it off cool, almost in a flirty way handing the pretty girl the pen. after writing her @, the girl smiled and waved goodbye as hyunjin did the same rushing back to his dorm to somehow get the information to this party without chan knowing, most likely sneaking his phone...or taking it.

but hyunjin could argue if it all came down to chan finding out and saying no. he still wanted to savor his teen years of going to college parties, and if a bump in the road would stop him from that, the he'd be pretty fucking upset, there's no way he'd let chan take away his typical party personality.

"i'm back, just like i said i'd be" hyunjin said quickly rushing into the dorm. "give me your phone" he asked, yet grabbed it out of chans, who was laying down, hand without permission

"what-" "shush, ill give you head if you just let me-" hyunjin attempted to cut off chan with a nice bribe but what cut off when chan snatched his phone back.

"don't bribe me, and don't take my phone. just tell me what you need and i'll help you." chan said sternly, enforcing he was not to be talked over or space invaded.

hyunjin sighed and gave in. he'd tell chan the truth and hope for the best. "i want to go to a party. and a girl invited me and gave me her snap but i don't have snap so..."

"you could've just asked" chan said chuckling as if he found it humorous that hyunjin seemed so stressed about keeping it a secret.

"youre not...mad?" hyunjin asked confused as to why chan was not furious he was trying to sneak going to a party.

"no, i'm actually going and i was going to bring you...but under one condition."

"fuck yeah!" hyunjin exclaimed "anything, i'll do anything!?"

"good, because you're not allowed to leave my sight at the party. it's your only rule. i can't have you roaming off into a back room where who knows what could be happening." as chan spoke hyunjin nodded in agreement along the way. that rule seemed understandable, he knew the dangers of party drugs he couldn't get his hands on for reasons. plus, it couldn't be that bad to stick with chan the whole night. right?