addiction - hyunchan

thirty

"channnnn~" hyunjin giggled rushing into the room he found with chan sitting upon the bed with a blunt pinched between his pointer and thumb. "let me." hyunjin said shortly while he took the blunt from chan and straddled his lap.

the elder sat back, hands resting on the boys waist while hyunjin danced to the music blaring through the house. the movement in hyunjins hips as he rolled them forward against chan's groin caused him to groan in pleasure. "fuck, finish the blunt so you can finish me already" the elder chuckled as he leaned up to press kisses on hyunjins neck.

hyunjin felt euphoric already, words going in one ear and right out the other as all his mind was set upon was the pleasant feeling his whole body was enduring, and the question of how to make the feeling worth the high. despite the lightheaded feeling and the shake to his body, he thought sex would definitely fulfill his needs, as it's known when you're high off not only a dangerous drug, but marijuana as well, that sex is much more stimulating and pleasurable under the influence.

now that both boys were completely cross faded and the blunt was burnt, their clothing started coming off quickly between entangled legs and intertwined fingers. finally once all clothes were discarded somewhere foreign in the room, hyunjin laid back on the bed with his legs spread wide, while chan didn't waste anytime to push himself in.

"ouch fuck that hurts-" hyunjin choked out as he felt the excruciating stretch. chan took the hint to wait a bit and let the younger adjust, although he himself was painfully hard. hyunjin wiggled a bit to adjust around the pulsing cock inside him. after a minute or two, he was ready. "okay..." he started and before he could finish, chan drew his hips back and thrusted deep into the boy beneath him sending hyunjins body jolting up towards the headboard.

as chan continued to chase his high by fucking hard and deep into hyunjins body, the drunken thoughts of how so much has changed crossed their minds. they went from enemies to whatever this was. which lead to the question...what are they? they aren't boyfriend, and their definitely not friends with benefits...we're they fuck buddies? no. fuck buddies don't care for each other as much as they did...

"ch-channie, kiss me~" hyunjin pleaded, his neck reaching to meet chan since his arms were pinned down subconsciously by chan. the older complied and pressed his lips against the addicts, moving his passionately yet forcefully to please hyunjins desires the best he could.

after quickening his pace, chan began to notice hyunjin wasn't being as vocal as usual when having sex. his moans were blurring into mumbles and his words were squeaks. despite the silence, chan continued. as for hyunjin, he didn't know what was going on in his body, but it didn't feel right. the nausea and unusual twitch to his limbs began to worsen, his words were getting caught in his throat meaning he couldn't tell chan to stop.

it felt good, the sex did. that was something hyunjin couldn't deny. but the ache to his body, that was almost to the peak of unbearable, scared him. he began to tap and scratch on chan's wrists with his fingers that could reach from the restriction and violently shake his head 'no'.

at least he tried. his energy was slowly fading and that violent shake to his head turned out to be subtle.

luckily it was enough to catch chan's attention along with the taps and scratches. he pulled out and immediately sat hyunjin up as the younger boy tried to breathe. he was terrified and the worst part was how he was too drunk and in no state of mind to take care of hyunjin. but he did what he could. "hyun? hyunjin, can you hear me? i need you to relax, breath, focus on staying awake." he instructed.

hyunjin went to speak but threw up a bit on the comforter beside him. chan only prayed this was alcohol poisoning and not something to do with recovery. unfortunately hope was not a friend of chan's. when hyunjins nose began to bleed, the elder knew right then that something was really wrong once again. so without drunken hesitation, chan quickly stood up putting on his and hyunjins pants, before picking the boy up with everything he had in him and running to the main center of the house where the party was being held. "can i get someone sober to help us out please!??" chan asked frantically, immediately getting help from a woman who seemed quite composed while seeing the horrid sight of the addict twitching, crying, and dripping with blood.

"i'm here, do you need me to drive him to the hospital?" she asked, offering to take hyunjin out of chan's arms but the elder refused.

"i- he can't, they said if this happens again that he should stay home and wait it out since there's nothing they c-can do." chan replied, tears streaming down his face. at least he thought this was the same situation as last time, something to do with recovery...

"nothing they can do? what's wrong with him?"

"h-he's a recovering heroin addict and—and i don't know what to do! he's in pain, i can't just not do anything!" chan responded, hyunjin was now slowly going limp in his arms. he was scared of seeing the younger in this state, but it would get better like last time, right?

"then i'll drive you two back to campus, he needs to rest."

and that's what they did, she drove them back to campus where chan ended up taking hyunjin to his room and calling seungmin over to check out the close to unconscious boy. as chan waited for seungmin to arrive, he sat impatiently beside hyunjin who laid still slightly twitching on his bed. chan leaned over the boy pressing a soft kiss against his forehead, the elders tears dripping onto hyunjins cheeks.  "i promise this'll be over soon, baby. i know you're in pain just hold on for me hyun."

(a/n: istg i think i update once a day but it's really been weeks and i can't keep track of time. i'm sorry guys😭 also update on my sobriety, it's not here lmao. but i stopped taking anything for all last week because i had a pregnancy scare and yeah. luckily i'm not pregnant but i did start using again, idk weather i should be upset or not💀💀)