addiction - hyunchan

twenty-nine

"hell yeah, you ready to get fucked up?" hyunjin said nudging chans shoulder as they pulled into the neighborhood the party was located. despite the terribly planned choice of words, chan still understood he meant by drinking, and possibly smoking strictly marijuana.

"fuck yeah, i can't wait to watch over you like a babysitter while you get drunk." the elder responded quite sarcastically.

"just because i'm drinking doesn't mean you can't as well. come on channie, just relax and have some fun tonight, for me please?" hyunjin begged leaning in pecking chans lips a few times to convince him. luckily for him it worked, chan cracked into a smile and playfully shoved hyunjin back and began to exit the car.

"you're lucky i like you, hyun." he scoffs, escorting hyunjin out of the passenger side and wrapping his arm around the boys waist while they made way towards the party.

"oh yeah, i am lucky because..." hyunjin said while sliding his hand in chans shirt grazing his fingertips over his bare abs. "i get all of this to myself" he giggled a bit, slipping his hand out. although hyunjin seemed happy in the moment, probably from the excitement boiled within him, ready to party as he was best at, but it did worry chan to see hyunjins mood swing so drastically in the matter of hours. was it because he was high yet again, or was it simply the longterm side effects that would begin to show.

"you know you're much more confident than usual today, not that i don't like you like this...but you are sober, right?" chan question right before they entered the home, stopping at the steps to look hyunjin in the eye.

the addict scoffed in dissatisfaction at chans accusations. hyunjin was in fact sober, just happy to finally be going out, happy to be there with chan, happy to finally feel like a teenager again, and sober this time. of course his emotions were heightened, that is a major long term side effect from heroin abuse, on top of that, he'd always been bit of a drama queen since he was young. "chan i'm just happy, can we not question my sobriety every time i have a damn smile on my face?" he stopped walking making chan stop as well.

"you're right, i'm sorry babe." chan quickly apologized after seeing he was once again in the wrong, even though he was only being protective it was insensitive to hyunjins feelings and he realized that was wrong of him to say. but really, it did worry him.

as soon as they stepped foot inside the large home, hyunjin gripped onto chans hand and drug him through the house to the back patio where the liquor was at. he grabbed a bottle of vodka and poured him and chan a red solo cup full. he wasn't lying when he said he wanted to get fucked up. after passing chan his cup, the two began sipping on their drink as they wandered over to the mass of people standing around a bonfire in the backyard. to their surprise they were met with jeongin.

"chan! hyunjin!" the youngest said stumbling over to the two, clearly drunk as hell. "what brings you here" jeongin slurred, now wrapping his arm around hyunjin to keep his own balance.

"just wanted to get out...where's seungmin?" chan asked curiously

"he told me he needed fucking space...so i came by myself. it's fucking ridiculous because all i do is treat him perfectly and do everything he wants, but as soon as i want something he gets all pissy and tells me no. so fuck him, i can get what i need from anyone here, i don't need him for shit." the fox like boy ranted while sipping on hyunjins drink that he stole. he seemed quite furious within his drunken words, it was clear that he had put thought into his speech. and it was true, as much as jeongin needed physical touch, seungmin needed space and that was a problem that hurt both of them.

the younger needed sex, he was driven by sensual touching and constant love. unfortunately at some point that becomes suffocating to the average being. so seungmin failed to provide everything jeongin craved, and that was okay, seungmin mental health was a component in this as well. although jeongin chose to be upset about it, he would grow to respect seungmin for needing space. but as for now, he would stay upset. "but it's whatever. i'll just show him that i can fuck other people and do just fine without him"

chan listened carefully as his eyes widened throughout jeongins words. he couldn't have him fuck up their relationship like that. unfortunately it's hard to help an addict if they don't want the help. 

...

too many cups of liquor. chan and hyunjin had drank an excessive amount that night. it was only 1AM yet chan was seated on a bar stool while the younger stood between his legs, slumping over his body for support as he left prominent marks along chan's jawline down to his collarbone. "hyun, babe...want to go smoke?" chan said lifting hyunjins head, drunkenly placing a kiss on his lips. 

the addict nodded drowsily kissing back. "then sex...find a room so we can smoke and..."

"fuck, yeah." chan chuckled finishing hyunjins statement for him.

"but i have to pee first~ you find a room while i pee...i'll find you." both were too drunk to process how unthought out this plan was. nonetheless he dragged his own two feet down the halls until finding an empty room. as hyunjin pushed through the multiple students to find the bathroom. finally after making it inside, hyunjin collapsed on the toilet and started to piss while sitting down since he was well aware his drunken aim was usually way off.

unaware he had forgotten to lock the door, hyunjin was startled when seeing a girl stumble inside and stand in front of the sink. "i hope you don't mind" she laughed, still slightly dancing to the loud music.

that's when hyunjin was hit with something he didn't expect. the girl took out a small bag of substance and dumped some on the bathroom counter. to hyunjin, his hazy mind was so confused from the mass of intoxication he was undergoing from drinking too much. he hadn't had time to think as everything was going so well, he was laughing, happy and finally sober from the drug that was being displayed in front of him.

just a little bit won't hurt.