addiction - hyunchan

eleven

the next morning had arrived. that night chan didn't get a wink of sleep after witnessing hyunjin "cope" by injecting himself with that substance. he thought of all the ways he could try and help him, but every idea was debunked by the single fact hyunjin didn't want his help.

someone who doesn't want help is hard to fix, and that was a fact.

since he spent the night restless and emotional, he came upon agreement with himself that he'd make the best out of and and get out of bed early to buy breakfast for not only him, but hyunjin as well. so he slipped on his shoes and a sweatshirt before grabbing his wallet and making way out of the dorm complex in the direction of an old café.

mid way into his walk, he realized if he needed to use the money felix granted him, he'd have to deposit the check at the bank. unfortunately the bank didn't open until 9am and that was 3 hours away. this almost gave him enough reasoning to turn around and say fuck it, but while debating whether or not to go back, his stomach began to rumble. so that gave him the motivation to get food for himself and use his own money on hyunjin.

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walking back into his dorm, chan almost lost it when he saw the addict wasn't in his bed. luckily his urge of rage was settled when realizing the shower was running. he plopped himself down on seungmins bed with the bag of his and hyunjin breakfast in hand and waited for the addict to finish his shower.

eventually the water stopped running and within minutes hyunjin exited the washroom with a towel loosely wrapped around his waist. chan hadn't a clue what washed over him but he couldn't take his eyes off of the boys body. although he had not remembered the night they hooked up, but he definitely remembers the morning after. let's just say hyunjin has matured quite a bit since then.

"can you stop staring? i can feel your fucking eyes on me." hyunjin said sending a glare to chan who quickly turned to face the wall and realize what he had been doing.

"sorry—um also if you're planning on going anywhere, i bought you breakfast and i have to make sure you eat it before leaving." while speaking, chan hadn't even heard the addicts foot steps but the next thing he knew, hyunjin reached into the bag and pulled out a bagel.

"the bagel is mine, i bought you a muffin" chan said reaching out for the food item hyunjin had in his hand. in any other case he would have let the younger keep the bagel, but his stomach was rumbling and the muffin was off limits for him since he was allergic to one of the ingredients.

"i want the bagel though, you eat my muffin." hyunjin proceeded to take a live bite out of the bread and walk over to his bed.

if it weren't for chan starving right now, he would have let it go. unfortunately he was in a dorm that wasn't his own and the only food available was being eaten by someone else. "hyunjin, i can't eat the muffin. i'm allergic." he got up off the bed and reached for the food, but hyunjin pulled away. "you used my money, so it's my food" it was simple logic in his head. and for defense, he wasn't aware that it really was chan's own money.

"no hyunjin, i haven't deposited the check yet. that is my money that i spent on you for you're favorite muffin from that cafe. i'm really trying to be nice here, give me the bagel and take the muffin. if you're going to throw a fit like a child then we can go all the way back to the cafe to order you a bagel. is that what you want?" chan succeeded in grabbing the bagel this time when hyunjin finally somewhat felt a sense of guilt wash over him.

finally hyunjin enjoyed his muffin, still only in his boxers. he'd always thought 'my dorm, my rules' type of business. which meant if he didn't want to get dressed for the day then he wouldn't.