addiction - hyunchan

fifty-four

the alcohol had been downed and had infiltrated their systems like a virus. it had these boys doing things they never saw themselves doing in a million years. yet here they were, three boys in a handicap bathroom stall, all three snorting likes of coke as if that's what they were born to do.

"holy fuck!" jeongin sniffled, wiping the access off his nose. "i feel—i feel fucking incredible!" he exclaimed, leaning against the stall door, unbuttoning his shirt a bit more for their bodies so close together was making him sweat.

hyunjin smiled, in a way he was corrupting his friends, but he knew there was always that one time things for some people. jeongin himself made it clear to hyunjin many times in the past that he never understood why people did drugs in the first place and claimed how he would never do it himself. but shit happens, and he was having one hell of a good time and was sure to forget it in the morning anyway.

felix on the other hand was tweaking the fuck out. maybe if hyunjin were sober he'd be worrying about how changbin would be sure to beat his ass if he found out he let felix do cocaine, but his mind was too far intoxicated to even care. "babe— felix, chill out" jeongin laughed, ruffling the boys hair and grabbing a hold of his shoulders to look him in the eyes, despite his intoxicated state himself. "look at me baby, you're okay." he slurred. felix nodded, his breath slowing down as he repeated "i'm okay" repetitively. jeongin and hyunjin only laughed.

minutes later they found themselves out on the dance floor that was filled with many others dancing to the loud music under the bright lights. felix within minutes had made friends with a pretty girl around his hight and the two dance drunkenly around as if they had been friends forever. this left jeongin and hyunjin, alone and dancing like two high morons; arms wrapped around waists and necks, grinding and shaking ass like tipsy friends do. except they were far past tipsy, they were exceptionally cross faded at this point.

they had downed even more drinks as time passed quickly, and had officially achieved the goal of getting fucked up. they sang to the songs, and made short conversation over the loud music about topics they had already long forgotten. they danced as if nobody was watching and sang like nobody could hear, they truly were having the night of their life, and it had only just begun. "i'm gonna go to the bathroom" hyunjin said abruptly, turning to head towards the bathroom as if he were going to leave jeongin behind, but the younger was caught off guard when hyunjins grip never left his hand and dragged him right back to the restroom they had been in just over an hour ago.

they stumbled into the bathroom a laughing, giggling mess, and as the door shut the music became muffled and all they could really hear were their desperate heavy breaths and drunken laughter.

"come quick" hyunjin whispered as if he had to be quite, despite that they were alone. jeongin nodded and hyunjin hurriedly dragged him into a singular stall, a tight squeeze for it was not handicapped this time. when jeongin rushed to lock the door and turn around he tripped and fell forward onto hyunjin, both collapsing against the wall, only hyunjins arm holding them up from crashing down onto the toilet seat.

they broke out into another round of laughter, opening their eyes barely enough to see just how close their faces had gotten; so close their noses were touching. "wanna snort some more?" hyunjin whispered with a devilish grin, breath hitting off jeongins lips.

"or..." jeongin smirked back, grabbing the elders cheeks and closing the gap between them catching hyunjins perfect lips within his own. he felt the tug of hyunjins smiled grow wider as he started kissing back roughly. hands were everywhere and their bodies were taking turns being pressed up against the stall walls as they made out so intensely they were gasping for air not long after. jeongin leaned back for a second, rethinking as best he could "chans gonna hate me—"

but hyunjin was already five steps ahead.

chan

hyunjin:
i am kissding jeongin

chan:
okay hun, just call me when you need a ride home

hyunjin:
i'm bringifnh him home with me
let jeingn join

chan:
what?

hyunjin continued to text chan while jeongin himself got distracted on his phone as well.

hyunjin:
not like u care anymroe
u love jisunh
so what if i kiss othr ppl

chan:
we can talk about this when you're sober.
but really, i don't mind if you kiss your friends hun. just have fun okay?
don't think about me right now and what happened with jisung, just enjoy yourself.
i'll be there to pick you three up around 2, love you ❤️

hyunjin had a hard time reading due to his drunken state, but once he finally understood the message, he simply sent a heart back and shoved his phone back into his tight pocket of his leather pants. he looked jeongin up and down, eyes momentarily stopping as he noticed the boys semi hard on...although he couldn't judge, because he himself had gotten a bit too excited from that hot and heated make out.

nervously he looked away after realizing he was staring a bit long and on instinct pulled out the small bag of coke and was giving in for round two. "want more?" he offered jeongin as he sprinkled some onto the back of his palm for they hadn't a hard surface near them aside from the closed toilet seat hyunjin was sitting on.

"i don't know if i need it." he laughed, referring to how he was already so far off he'd never felt this way before. of course he'd smoked a little weed once or twice, honestly he didn't know many people that hadn't. but cocaine was a different level of high. he swore he could hear conversations of people surrounding them but nobody was there, and his body had this rush of adrenaline that was making him feel indescribably and utterly amazing.

"come on, i have an idea." hyunjin said as he licked the substance off his hand and pulled jeongin in for another kiss. as the elders tongue entered his mouth coated in the drug that was dissolving slowly, jeongin got caught on and willingly began to suck hyunjins tongue to rid it of coke and pass it on into his own system. the feeling was euphoric, their minds were completely fogged over by the intimate tension they had created in the stall and their hands were roaming each others body like no taken man should have been experiencing aside with his partner. yet the intoxicated minds of each individual was far from worrying about the guilt and continued to kiss the hell out of one another.

as their lips parted and bodies grew closer, both boys swallowed their saliva simply anticipating for the high to increase as their breaths met in sync. "fuck, youre so hot" jeongin spoke breathlessly as they made eye contact.

"why have we never hung out before—" hyunjin asked as he tugged the boy closer and kissed him one more time. he genuinely had never had so much fun hanging out with an individual friend before. he felt happy, genuinely happy. and although he was also heavily influenced at the time, the simple thought of having a small group of friends like felix and jeongin to hang out with all the time, made him so undeniably happy.

"as much as i'm having fun...we should probably go find felix" hyunjin admitted, standing up straight and wiping the sweat off his forehead with his forearm. jeongin nodded in agreement and the exited the stall, hand in hand, dragging one another through the maze of people and colorful lights. luckily when they came to the bar, they found felix and the same girl he'd been with earlier.