I felt good about telling Joe about my feelings for Troye. He seemed to actually care, unlike Tyler for the most part. Maybe I was just mad at Tyler because I think he's stealing Troye from me, though I don't even have possession over him, yet. Okay wait no, that's weird. What I'm trying to say is I really want to ask him out. There's just always that thought of rejection behind asking out your crush that I was afraid of. I was thinking about direct messaging him on Instagram or something..........but he gets a ton of those, so he might just overlook mine. I could just text him, but that's so mainstream. But what am I even talking about? It's not like I was going to ask him out any time soon. I'm way too scared.
I don't think anyone was really sure what we were going to do today. I didn't really care, I just wanted to see Troye. I felt as if I was coming on as too stalkerish for even myself to handle. Is that what happens when you like someone? I feel like I'm losing my mind. I went back to the guest bedroom and saw Tyler still laying on his bed. "How the hell do you wake up so early?" he murmured. "I fell asleep on the couch last night."
"That must've been comfortable."
"Yeah I guess haha." Tyler then turned over onto his stomach and closed his eyes, probably trying to fall back asleep. I looked through my suitcase and found my Mac. There was a video I had been meaning to edit but I couldn't find the time to. 'Hopefully my subscribers won't be mad.' I thought to myself. I went on Twitter and tweeted "Sorry for the screwed up posting schedule, I haven't had time to edit and upload my video. It will be up soon though, so look out for it!" I then closed my laptop and left the room again to find Joe in the kitchen cooking something over the stove with a pan. I walked over to him. "What're you making?"
"Scrambled eggs with cheese and bacon, and I have some waffles in the toaster. If you want I can also toast some bread and you can have that with your eggs or bacon. There's also ready-made pancakes in the freezer than I can heat up."
"Oh! Thanks." I sat down at the breakfast table because I wasn't entirely sure what to do. I didn't know that Joe was able to cook, anything. It had been quiet for a couple of minutes so I decided to start a conversation. "Do you know what we're going to be doing today?"
"I'm not sure, but I'm assuming you would like to see Troye." Joe then turned to me and winked.
"You've assumed correctly." I said, and winked back.
