Update! So I know that these things are extremely annoying, but I just wanted to let everyone know that I started school on Monday, so I won't be able to add on to this fanfic as often anymore :( School has kept me so busy! I'm thinking about updating it every Friday or Saturday, so look for updates then! Thanks again for all of your support, I love each and every one of you so much. ~HeyThatsMyOTP
That night I layed on the sofa in Caspar and Joe's apartment, thinking. I was so put down earlier after that girl had called me a "freak", but Connor, he made me feel better. He was like a charm. A good luck charm. My good luck charm.
Despite how physically tired I was from dancing, my mind was racing. 'If Connor were to be my boyfriend, how would that work? We live on opposite ends of the planet. But I guess if you want something to work, you need to put in all the effort you can to make it work.' I sighed. 'I just hope everything works out.' I thought about Connor spinning me around in the middle of the dance floor and smiled at the thought of it. 'I really am lucky.' My eyes started to feel heavy so I closed them, slowly feeling myself doze off to sleep.
I woke up early in the morning at seven forty three AM. I stretched out on the sofa and reached to unplug my phone from the charger on top of the coffee table. I noticed the date, Connor, Tyler, and I weren't going to be in the UK for much longer. I was going back to Australia, and Connor was going back to America. "Damn, I'm gonna miss that boy." I said aloud, but quietly. I should've leaned in faster last night and taken the kiss that Connor was offering, but Tyler loves to ruin things. Tyler was a great friend, but he also loves attention. Attention whores can really get on my nerves. Tyler can really get on my nerves.
I unlocked my phone and began to scroll through Twitter. All of the Troyler tweets that showed up kind of upsetted me. Our fans didn't know the truth. What they didn't understand was that so much more happens off screen than on screen. But then again, Connor hadn't even come out publicly yet. I had to give him his time. Coming out online is probably one of the hardest things he's ever going to have to do. It's an emotional rollercoaster. But the only difference with this rollercoaster is that it never ends. Once you come out publicly, it doesn't just end there. You need to come out to new people you may meet, who might not be familiar with your internet fame. Your life consists of meeting new people, and coming out to new people. That's your life. The only thing is, Connor has to choose when he wants to live that life.
I locked my phone and placed it down on the coffee table, to look up and find Joe walking into the kitchen. "Why are you up so early?" I asked him. "Because I can't fall back asleep once I wake up." he explained. "Also I've got to plan out a bunch of stuff for a video today."
"Oh really? What video?"
"I'm thinking of calling over Louise for another YouTuber whispers video."
"Those are my favorite videos on all of the internet."
"I love making them. I'm probably just going to have you, Connor, Tyler, Louise, and I in the video though. Five people is enough. I'm sure Caspar won't mind."
"Yeah." I nodded while I agreed. "So," Joe started to speak, "why are you awake?"
"Just thinking about a lot of things I guess."
"Like what?" Joe leaned back in his seat to show that he was relaxed. I did the same. "Well," I began to explain, "just that Tyler, Connor, and I aren't staying for much longer."
"You've still got quite a bit of time." Joe smirked. I smirked back. "I don't know.....I guess I'll just miss everyone a lot. No one lives in Australia."
"We'll definitely come visit some time. And I'm sure Connor and Tyler will come too."
"I hope so."
