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It Was Always You
Page 34

"To the two person who looks at me from the sky, i miss you more than you will ever know."

Azriel POV'
Kaylee woke up at nagusap lang sila. I don't want to cry kaya nakakagat labi lang akong naginginig hanggang sa huling ngiti at huling hininga nila saamin.

"They've tried enough Kaylee... It's time to let go." As i said at kailangan kong maging malakas para sa kanya.

Umiiyak lang siya sa bisig ko habang ako ay nagpipigil, alam kong mahal ma mahal mo sila at alam kong ayaw mo silang mawala. So please kayanin mo at maging masaya tayo para sa kanila. I know that they are watching us now.

Pumasok ang mga Nurse at Doctor sumunod sa kanila si Tita Isabelle na ikinahagulgol agad nito ng makitang wala hindi na sila humihinga. Nakaalalay lang si Tito Marquin sa kanya at tinitignan si Kaylee na umiiyak parin habang yakap ako.

The Doctor announced they're death at iniwan muna kami para bigyan ng oras para mamaalam ng tuluyan.

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"The Sky looks different when you got someone you love up there." I was looking at the sky at bumaba ang tingin ko sa puntod nila Nanay at Tatay.

Si Dad and Mom na ang nag ayos ng lamay nila at pinagpapahinga naman namin sila Tita Isabelle.

It's been three days simula ng mailibing sila at hindi parin ako pumapasok at siguradong ganoon rin si Kaylee.

Like Nay and Tay said ibunurol namin sila sa bahay nila at inilibing sa Punong-Duyan. I hope they're doing fine and well.

"I miss you Nanay Feliza... I miss you Tatay Chris." I smiled looking at their name.

Tumayo ako naupo sa duyan roon. I just staring at the sky as if okay na kami ni Kaylee.

I didn't bother her at hinahayaan kolang siya i know she did some time. And of course i think that's the better.

She asked me today if we can meet and yes I'm waiting for her right now. And kung ano man ang magiging desisyon niya ngayon ay hahayaan kolang siya.

If we need to distance ourselves, if that's the better i will go far ayaw love. I will distance myself kung yun ang ikabubuti para saating dalawa.

"Your here." I heard her voice kaya agad akong tumayo sa duyan. I look at her at mabuti naman ay hindi na masyadong maga ang mata niya.

Dumiretso siya sa puntod nila Nay at Tay at naglapag ng dalawang rosas na ikinangiti ko. After that tumingin siya saakin at seryoso lamang ito, lumapit siya saakin at pinagmamasdan ko lamang siya.

"I know everything now Ely..." Finally she said my name, my favorite name from her.

"I never meant to ruin things, please understand that i was in pain too." Bulong ko rito at tinitignan lang siya sa mata.

"I know Ely, I know everything. I understand everything and I'm sorry for ignoring you for so long." Tears started falling from her eyes pero kita mo na masaya siya ngayon.

She realized everything... She realized everything i did for her, for us. And I'm so f*cking happy about it!

"All these years im trying to forget you but I'm also waiting for you to come back." She added and i wiped her tears.

"I'm so sorry i messed up, I'm so sorry for everything i did for na nasaktan ka ng sobra. And please don't hate me for the sh*t problems that i caused you. I left you in pain and i don't know how to start things with you so i hope you can still forgive me." I explained everything to her sa kabila ng kirot na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

I'm crying and I'm hurt but at the same time I'm happy that everything is okay now.

"Can i hug you?" I smiled at her.

She smiled back to me at masayang niyakap ako. I hug her deeply because i miss her so much! I really really waiting for this to happened and now it's happening i admit i am the happiest man in the world.

"I'm leaving." She said pagkatapos ng aming yakap.

I know what she meant by that. Her Mama already told me that they planning to move to their hometown. And i already know about this.

"And I'm afraid I'll miss you... Forever." She said at umiiyak na naman ito.

"I will miss you too. But I realize right now that we never meant to hurt each other after all this time and I'm so happy for that." I said and smiled at her.

"I'm sorry too but forgiving you is the best thing I've ever done for us." She said and hold my hand.

"Take care of yourself Ely, always eat three times a day and don't put yourself to much in stress. One more thing drink your medicine about your eyes and don't forget that i love you..." She said at kinikilig talaga ako.

"Kailan ka babalik?" I asked her.

"Maybe after a year, I'm planning to build the Café Shop i want." She answered and i know that's her dream.

"I want to meet you after a year and let's start a fresh." She added.

"Good Job for us, we both graduated peacefully!" She shout at tuwang tuwa.

"Me too..." Bulong ko at masayang tinitignan siya.

We both enjoy the last time and if that's the best i will wait for you! I will love you always and don't worry about me. You shoud do well too.

We stared each other and we held each other hand na parang lahat ay panaginip lang at masaya kami ngayon.

We stayed like that hanggang sa umalis na siya and the last thing she said was the amazing part of her, of us. And i AZRIEL NIKOLAI CALAFIORE will wait for you until the day you come back to my arms on your own.

"I think about us always. I don't know if it's the end of the chapter and you'll return later on or it's the end of the story, but i can't help but think of you. I love you. I miss you. And I'm sorry this is the way it became." Kaylee said and sighed. I know Kaylee, me too.

"End of Flashback... You were the best pain I've ever felt...and i willing to feel it again, as long as it's you."

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